Speak My Language.

IM BACKKK ;D

2010-06-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

I'll change my blog , i'll update it one day ;X LOL BUTT NOWW

http://www.formspring.me/asksaywei

ASK ME KAY ;D

Drama.

2010-03-03T16:03:00.001+08:00

I had to get myself into problem , pfft i prolly shouldn't but who cares. I just cant stand bitches that keeps doing stuffs like that and never have the guts to admit , probably her boobs are made of silicon :) I dont know why am i involved in it , probably coz i couldnt forgive you when you said im doing my own prom and telling the whole world that i wont attend yours , oh boohoo..why? Scared taht my prom better then yours ar :) btw , im not doing my own prom , but this bitch said so , oh well :) so here i am , gonna start a drama :)

too harsh? more liek you are sooooooo scared of speaking the truth , go on crying :)

i waxed my leg , arent i awesome :)

byee;)

ROFL;;

2010-02-26T14:14:00.001+08:00

Speak my language, bitch.

Ask me :)

2010-02-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/asksaywei

i'll be waiting.

2010-02-24T17:58:00.001+08:00

just wait :X

2010-02-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

I'm leaving , bye :)

A word is just a word.

2010-02-08T17:26:00.003+08:00

Woohoo , its freaking monday :D I can't wait for friday's to come. firstly first , its because they are gonna release the remake of We Are The World by the late Micheal Jackson. They are gonna feature about 100 artist O: Lol , and of coz , lady gaga is one of them x) That makes me sooo i cant wait :D

Next up , freaking ChineseNewYear :) Well well , chinese new year , to me just like another normal celebration d: But then of coz i get angpows :D Which means i can get back all my frekaing money , whoosh! Can start spending again x) But then i'll try to keep most of it up for myself , LOL!

How is school today? As normal as usual , but fun. Lol , i don't understand what i just said -.- Oh well , pfft , i feel so crappy today. No la, i dont actually feel crappy , mondays , assembly *yawns* i am damn sien and tired of freaking assembly la -.- When back class and do shits , then after taht we got accounts test :O I think i am gonna fail -.- I never study , sangat the lazy d: Haha , so i just practically screwed it up. After that recess last period no teacher , finish balik byebye.

I am here just to spam for funs d: Lol , and LiJane , i post very short de rite x)

You're just crazy.

2010-02-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

*hums bad boys by alexandra burke* Ohmygod , awesome song♥

Whoosh , its the long awaken freaking weekends :D There is school tomorrow but then i'm still deciding whether to go or not. So i'll let the god decide , if i manage to wake up tomorrow and have the semangat to go then i go , if vice versa then , i'll just stay home and sleep. The odds isn't that big , is it? d:

Lalaa , i got my readers back. You wouldn't know how happy do i feel , HAHA xD Forget about it d: You know always i coem to my blog just to spam craps , but then what came into my mind is "craps" , what are craps? Rubbish and shits la ,i also know about that. But what am i suppose to type here , i really dont know man -.- So yea la , i love my readers for reading my extra random post d:

Talkin about school , i have been a goodboy and do my homework and i studied :) Yes , i really did , i'm proud of myself , well literally d: I just finish reading a conversation between szen li and some slut. Lol i gotta give her the kudos for pushing everything aside and started acting as though bitching about someone is not a big problem , or maybe should i say , not spoiling a person's reputation. Yawn , so much for doing something but then saying that she isn't doing it.

Haha , she spreaded a rumour about me , but that is a minor rumour , not the one that she spread about szen li , but then , i still feel pissed but then i'll let it slide , i got more bigger stuff to do then to go over hooligan with sluts likee you :) Sigh i feel bad right now , i treat one of my friend as a junk. But then you can't really blame me. Well if you wanna blame , blame your attitude.

Everyones perception on someone is totally diffrent from the other. When i look at you , i may think you're the sexiest beast alive but to some other people you may look like just another ordinary girl that they always look at. Perception , there is a diffrence in everyone. I can say the ugliest person alive to be preety and you can say the preetiest person on earth to be ugly but at the end , does it really matter? We know who we are looking at , we criticize what we think off. But we should always know there is a limit , there is a point where the person taht we criticize will feel something , the feeling of being put down.

But then , at the end of they day , your attitude comes into the main picture. A preety woman can be a murderer at heart , the hottest guy could actually be a crazy rapist. Beneath those things you see , there is something no one knows. So at the end of the day , if your attitude is pure , i find there is no reason a person would talk bad about you except a form of jealousy is made , hmm. So what i think about you is just my opinion , im sorry , but then , your frekaing attitude just pissed me off :)

Sigh , i dont feel emo right now , but then i feel so...speechless. Grr , im done spmaming my blog la , i rather go and think whether to go school or not , bye :)

I'm no good.

2010-02-01T15:29:00.003+08:00

Dear whoever-it-may-concern , i have been a bad boy , because i skipped school today xP

Lol i skipped school and stay home to watch grammys x) I don't know why but i do put grammy's above school xD LOL! Oh well , its worth it. Well not really worth it because lady gaga didn't win record of the year , song of the year or album of the year , but isit really shocking? I dont think so. Pfft , as much as i love her , i never see her winning. I was begging for her to win album of the year la , but i knew it , taylor swift came out as the big winner :)

Well , taylor swift may have won the awesome album of the year but i think , never in history before , have anybody took home 6-7 awards a nite? But yea , the awesome beyonce did it :D I am so happpyy :D She is soo awesome , all of them are awesome x) The performance are also awesome. My god , i love lady gaga's performance. Oh well , you shall go watch yourself :)

God dammit , i dont know what is wrong with my modem , i dont know whether did i get disconnected from the line or not -.- the adsl light isn't blinking , which means i didnt dc -.- But i dont think i can do anything right now , lol. I am so scared that once i hit the publish post and they say *fail -.- My god the most dumbest thing that can ever happen.

I wonder what happen in school today ;/ I wasn't there. rawr. I don't like to go school anymore , well the main thing is because you nid to wake up so the god damn early just for it -.- YAWN. I dont wanna complain no more d: Ohkay , i dont know waht to type here . Imma spam some rubbish here then :D Seriously my modem is killing me -.-

I don't know waht to spam anymore. Bye.

2010-01-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

What does this mean?
I got ditched♥

):

You're such an idiot.

2010-01-29T23:01:00.003+08:00

I just found out from someone that actually menwhore gets piss when my name is mention :O I mean like seriously -.- Piss for what? Ohmygod , to me its so dumb , i know you don't like me. what about mentioning my name? You throw a bitch fit when my name is mention , chilidsh :) Oh yea , its your characteristic , how can i forget about it? Hmm , i tot i could like you looks like , its impossible.

Adding on top your fucking bitchy stupid dumb ass attitude , it don't change for the fact that you're a fucking idiot ;) You know , when you scold a person for making a mistake , i beg to god , dooo not make that same damn mistake yourself. People got stuff to do couldn't attend one meeting , you throw on a fucking bitch fit , and i quote this from my friend's friend , such a coward. When the girl is infront , you act all goodie goodie and ask her about stuff , behind her back you start bitching about her , why didnt you tell her in front of your face? Gutless? Balless? I forgot , its your fucking characteristics , URGH! Plus , ppl skipped only one meeting and you socld like hell , how about you? When you skip did anyone complain , i dont think so , did anybody scold you? I dont think so , then why do that to others? Stupid.

Urgh no point going boiling over people like that you know , i mean everyone also got parents , like wth , ppl dont do stuff to you then you dont stuff to other people la. Ohmygod. I'm done talking to people like that. And i thought i could love you again , but you're making it hard , so forget about it la :) You're just an idiot and you gotta degrade yourself to a level which you are in now , you deserve it , you seriously do.

Enough of talking about that stupid dumb ass , lets move on to meee :D

Ohmygod , i wonder will they play it in malaysia :( But i dont think so. Its released last year and there isn't any news in maalysia. So looks like i will go find for this disc :D Its awesome :D So many preety and ammazing actress :) Me lovee them all♥

If you dont believe me , go heard cinema italiano by kate hudson♥ I didn't know she can sing , she is awesome alright :)

I finally found some owhm to study , i pay attention in class and do my homework. I wanna get good grades this year. It hit me that its the final yaer of highschool , final year of kerajaan exams , and final year of mixing around with this people. We will mix when we are in college , but hardly , i guess? Oh well , im done scribbling my blog , bye.

This Is Life.

2010-01-28T16:05:00.002+08:00

Ohmygod , i feel so lazy updating my blog >=) so i dont anymore blame i dont have readers *cough

Ohkay , before i continue bragging on about my readers and then the noob and dumb spammer would return and then give a dumb comment and poof , dissapeared. I am just wondering whether anybody knows how to track a person IP address, grr i really wanna know who is that , but i doubt is a whore , or menwhore , lol. Random shits are just spamming me for shitty reason , i dont wanna get all hyped up for idiots like that , waste of time :)

Yesterday was the first of interact meeting :D Lol , i never see meeting this fun before. All the while meeting is oh-so-boring , oops sorry d: Last year one la basically , but then the first meeting was kinda fun this year :) Other then the fact that i am already a director i basically asked all my assistant to do everything , literally , everything d: So yea , but i gotta complain about my freaking lousy seargeant-at-arms , ohmygod he is suppose to control the crowd but he didnt , instead he stand there and pose , he dont even know what he should do. Yawn , i cant blame anybody but idiots that voted for him last year :) Oh well , i have no rights to fire him , do i? So who cares , i'll just stand my chance to scold him all the time , its so fun to scold that idiot , he gets all scared up , boohoo. Why am i so daring to type it all here? Well firstly first , this is my blog and 2nd i dont think he will ever come , but if he ever comes and read it or maybe his friend were to tell him about it , i dont really care ;) I never came on good condition with him , so what if he doesnt talk to me anymore , like it makes a diffrence :O

Gosh i feel so bitchy , hehehe... I told fook lee today , to survive , you gotta be bitchy and slutty. Well that is what i learn at least , its like , you need to you know , be alittle bit bitchy so that ppl would actually be afraid of you and intimated a little or else you will just get stampede on top of your head , yawn. I went through it so yea , i know what should i do , so dont blame me for being bitchy , blame the people that made me bitchy :) I went to stare a bitch , a form 2 bitch that is. She acted all big and buli orang lain , yawn. I didnt make her cry but some other cry made her cry coz of the same reason , well serve her right. I gave her the stare , she thinks she is all that but eventually , she is nothing , seriously nothing. Even some bitches that i know at least intimade me then , she , slut and dumb then got la.

Grr , i dont know what to type anymore , so i better go :) Bye.

2010-01-26T23:04:00.001+08:00

at first i wanted to change my blog title , but now since an idiot post something at my cbox and doesnt have the guts to admit who he/she is , so why must i change it , got problem ar , bitch? :)

Why don't you do something?

2010-01-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

Oh shits , it then hits me , having no reader is bad , BAD :X

LOL!! Readers , where are you? T.T My counter thingy use to go up fast , but now , not anymore , SNIFF! Honestly i use to thought not having any readers doesn't bother me , but now it does :O I feel like crying :( Grrr , fine i wont cry. If there are readers there are , if there aren't....please la , dont :(

Gagaga , oh lala , want your bad romance♥ and no , im still not over that damn song :D That song is just so awesome , you gotta admit it. Roflmao. Fuck it , i got tuition tonight , oh so freaking boring damn idiotic tuition :( I hate my physics tuition among all , actually i hate my accoutns more , accoutns tuition is so BORING -.- Coz , i also dont know la , maybe coz nobody is there , sniff..

Urgh i still cant get over the fact that i have no readers , god dammit , teach me a way to get my readers , can you? Preety please. I wanna bitch about someone here x) You know its so dumb , and stupid , to me la. Its like , okay you want something but you dont have to post it up on your blog , okay , what i meant was , yesh we know everybody want something and you keep bragging about but if your birthday is coming and you tend to brag about it , sniff , you are like asking ppl to buy things for you , its as good as forcing , yawnn.

Bitchy ppl , brainless people and treating friends as an object is like taht de la , cannot blame. You know i love my friends , i really do , but sometimes they just piss me off ): I have to complain about them , grrr. I am practically twoface *grins.

Alrighty , i dont know waht to blog and i will try to blog about something entertaining to fking get back my freaking readers :( And for now i will go sleep and get ready to rot in my fking stupid dumb physics tuitiion , bye.

I find you very cute ; xoxo.

2010-01-20T19:42:00.003+08:00

And no , its not easy finding a picture of Aaron -.-

Firstly first , happy birthday aaron ♥ Hahaha , wish you all the best kay.

Thats all for him :O LOL! I don't know what to talk about him ma d: Roflmao. Anyways , to my readers , THANK YOU FOR STILL READING x) I changed my blog coz i couldnt stand the old one , to plain , to boring , to , nothing -.- LOL! I mean this one is plain but i love the plain-ess of it , its like so , soothing :X Roflamo , i dont know how to say about it but if you like please leave a message in my cbox x)

School started a week ago o.O I think. So far so good , homeworks are getting more and more :S But who am i to complain? We're force to go to school , so why dont we just do our homework happily , eh? I find it hard to blog , i dont know what to mention -.- But i know if i dont update my blog i will swear to god i'll kill myself x) Its so boring if i click my own blog and see the one damn bloody same post , same to some fucktards out there who just gets a blog because the friends do so and eventually never update them , idiots.

Today was Interact BOD meeting , lol , i tell you tension all the way. Roflamo , we all were pracitcally bombing that amara like nobody buisness -.- Pn.Teh was firing him , yawn who cares , not my problem. Grr , what am i wasting my time blogging here when i got lots of homework to do >.< Urgh , i feel so tired , yawn ):

Tik tok , tik tok , i dont know what to blog la kay -.- This is what happens when i dont know what to blog but i die also want to blog. Grr , oh yea let me say what happen today. Ohmygod there is this pervert , he took his friend shirt , a guy , yes a guy sniffed another guy shirt , and he enjoyed it -.- Blahh O: Who wants to hear about that , hmm? LOL!

You know i have something to blog about then i forgot , urgh. Kay i better go do my homework and also i better blog more often , if i can come online la , tuitions and blahs , bye :)

It isn't always about us ; xoxo.

2010-01-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

Weee 2010 :) LOL! It's like the 2nd day , and only i wish , lol , but whatever , hahaha....

After waiting for quite a long time , i finall get my ipodtouch :D I am a happy kid , well actually getting the ipod touch i am not really that happy , well i am not showing off kay -.- Well , its like those applications nid to pay like shit only can use. And i really dont mind paying , but i nid to take my mum's credit card , and i'm very sure she will ask me this and that -.- So , oh well , anybody got a website for free download? Haha , share with me kay , dont be selfish xD

This monday , is school :O Well , theres nothing to brag about except the twoface-ism , the long speeches , the lecture , the study , the boringness , lol , okay enuf , i dont wanna brag , everybody is doing it ;D HAHA! Well what i mean is that , if sad sad also nid to go school , happy happy also nid go school , so better like you know , be happy rite? For what want to stress up , so im trying to be happy d: Hehehe...

Grrr , i dont know waht to say , no one can help me on my itouch ;/ Oh well , i dont feel like blogging anymore , will gonna try to abandon my blog , school's starting :O LOL! Today i am a good boy and go cut my hair d: Lol , kay la , i sien de -.- Toodles.

Its the end :) ; xoxo.

2009-12-31T23:35:00.002+08:00

Woohoooo , thirty more minutes to freaking end of 2009 :) This year has been not so awesome for me , haha.

Well , well , look at me , since im blogging in front of my com it means im a good boy and i didnt go anywhere , did i :) Lol , like pei jiun said , we the cool ones stay home and celebrate , LOL! No la , its just that i didnt plan of going anywhere and i am sure the jam is crazy like bitch idiot so whats the point , lol.

I planned of calling my friend over for some chit chat and hour ago but to find out that everyone isnt free , lol. Like i said , my friends are all outside there having thier time , pfft. Now im talking to chia sing , we are like celebrating the new year eve together wei , LOL! We celebrate online together ma , since we both also tak go out. Its all michelle wong's fault -.- Or else i would go to chia sing's house , then call that slut over then we 3 sit there and talk talk talk yap yap yap about anything but that slut is at 1utama , pfft.

Yawn oh well :) School is starting in about 3 more days . Technically 2 more days :O LOL! I am still not ready to return to hell , but i no longer call it hell ,i call it the land of pokerface-ism. I mean seriously , those fake faces , is so obvious but i learn the right way , they only wanna save thier ass. So my top resolution of 2010 is to be a big bitch , twoface slut , and of coz , selfish :) I want to save myself only from now on. As much as i hate i'll smile :D I'm twoface , why? Wanna strip my mask , then hope you find a way ;) I wanna survive my last year of highschool in peace & in piece , hahaha! Oh , i cant wait for school :D *practicing now

Oh , i saw this stupid thing somehwre , i cant remember where -.- You know is so dumb , i think its from some random website , or blog , i cant remember -.- Anyways , the blogger was complaining about other ppl way of blogging :O I cant remember the rest coz i hardly care , lol , but there is this one taht says , alot of words , i was like shit its me :( I did the offend , but then i scroll down and guess what , the blogger's blog is about the same :O HAHA! Full of words also , lol. But oh well , ppl punya problem bukan pasal saya . Thank god i dont know taht person or i'll bomb that fella kao kao -.-

Oh well , i dont know what to type anymore ,im just here to wait for my download to finish and my time to pass , ohh look! Teehee , 15 more minutes babes , ohrite , i'll be earlier then 15 minutes then , HAPPY NEW YEAAR BABESS ;D

the past is only left to remember ; xoxo.

2009-12-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

Sigh , tomorrow is the eve already , i can't believe how time have been flying all this while , 2009 , not so great year , but still , worth my time :)

This year started out normal when i was put in 4 Dahlia . My friends were with me :) So i wasnt really feeling anything , till i found out that there are more then just to think off. It started out well , a couple of fights , ohkay maybe not a couple , a lot of fights between us , but we still come to a conclusion that everyone is wrong and then deal with each other . Made some new friends :) Conclusion , my class wasnt that bad.

Relationship wise? Well , made new friends , lost some friends , normal right? But still , i didnt wanna lost my friends. Thinkin back now , if i didnt hate you , i wonder what would happen. If i didnt ignore you , what would actually be now. If we were still friends , what would it be right now at thsi very moment? Well who knows? Only the god knows. There is no such thing as , rewinding time all the way back , and fixing the wrong things , no , it doesnt exist. Its a burden if you keep asking yousrself about , what happen if this happen , what happen if i didnt do this. The word if comes with alot of regret , but oh well , regret is just another feeling , but a tired one.

This post isnt emo , its just about the past , well the life taht i have been through actually. In the blink of an eye its gonna be 2010 :) Oh well , i dont really say im looking forward to it , big exam is coming up plus i'm still not good in my chemistry ;/ Well , i target tio pass only for chemistry, i dont wanna get big A , a c will do for me :) Sigh , means i hav to study for the form 5 like crap @.@ Oh well :)

This year was fun , i skipped lots of school , lol. I think this year was the most that i skipped throughout my whole highschool life. Next year? Lol , about teh same de i think d: hahaha. But i'll try to change the habit ;) I wonder how school is gonna be? Hmm , theres no point of wondering , in antoher 4 more days , i'll prolly know whats gonna happen. The holidays just pass so fast , i think , fastest ever happen to me. Well 2009 is a fast year actually , i dont know why but this year time pass realyl really really , fast. Non stop , i keep waking up school , then weekend , then mid term holidays , then end year exams , then holidays again , to fast.

This year , couple of things happened , i'll just see what i can remember , fought with my friends , alot. Haha , not worth remembering but still , lol. Hmm , then oh yea , we giot caught for eating in class , i become the membership director for my interact club :) err , shit i remembered something but then i forget -.- Wait let me think , shit i cant remember -.- nevermind , melia didnt go to school , that i remember , and everyone was panicking and wondering where was she , and michelle ended up in the hospital , i remember that the most. I went all the way to KL just to see her but failed , sigh.

This year has come to an end , and i wish all the best next year :) To those that is gonna get a license earlier , please fetch me kay ;) Hahaha , alright thats all. No wait , my freaking ipod is still not with me ;( Sniff , toodles .

im still waiting ; xoxo.

2009-12-28T15:56:00.002+08:00

Grr ,grrr , grrr , its 4pm now ): Pfft , looks like i have to say byebye to my ipodtouch and wait tomorrow. Sniff.

Rawr from morning i woke up i hav been holding my phone like its my life i tell you. Just to wait for the freaking apple people to call me -.- But looks like ,no response :( They better call me tomorrow , or else i can really go crazy ;( I tell all of you readers *if there are* never call me now , i will start panicking , grrr.. Like this morning la , mind to hear my absolute empty babbling? No wait , its my blog why do i even bother asking permission from you guys :)

Urgh , it was about 11 something when my dad call me , using the office number. I dont save his office number and when i see the unknown number , i was screaming like i won the lotto or something -.- But then i pick up the phone , eh you wake up edi ar? *sees a crow flying through* My god i tell you! Pfft nevermind , then my house phone rang :O I dont really care coz i never give my house phone , so obviously it isnt them d; it was Michelle Wong , that bitch lucky no call my handphone or i'll yell at her like nobody's buisness -.- Lol came back from lunch , another unknown number called agian :O OHMYGOD , I SWEAR I WAS HAPPY LIKE A CRAZY CAT -.- The number is so apple-ish someomre , hahaha , apple-ish number , anyways , i pick up the phone and a stupid voice says , can i speak to nor azlina? , i yelled at him , eh you're calling teh wrong number and wth is wrong with you all , you all keep calling my number to find nor azlina , im no woman kay , my god la you all -.- I swear i was so damn pissed , hmph.

Pfft , i'll have to wait for tomorrow ;( Grrr , hopefully my psp wont be bitchy with me kayy :) I am done spamming my blog , i just at to babble about how i hope my itouch would come right now :O LOL! toodles.

whats the point? ; xoxo.

2009-12-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

Lol, im now officially , a good person :D HAHAH! But oh well , i dont know d:

Teehee , i finally bought my ipod touch after wanting it for soooooooooooo long -.- Grr , actually i was still kinda considering whether to buy it or not . I was talkign to that salesman and asking this and that , actually i was considering is because they say they dont hav stock , nid to wait about a week , but then the other salesman told me 2 weeks , i dont wanna wait , what if they ask me to keep waiting -.- Right? So i was still considering , so continue back , i was talking and asking thsi and that when suddenly my mum came and say , ohkay , buy it , i swaer i was giving the look O.O

I was like , arent you gonna consider? Since you want it alraedy , so just buy la , no nid to consider , yawnnn :O LOL! I wanted to ask chia sing for advise , that smart lady was probably sleeping -.- Oh well , since i buy de , then okay la ;) ROFLMAO. I'm not gonna brag about it , ipodtoucdipodtouchipodtouchipodtouch,LOLL!! I'm now searching for applications to dl d: Hehe , and freaking xing yao isnt helping me , that slut -.- Grrr....

I watched titanic last nite *wipes tears , i swaer i was crying like a baby , LOL! I keep sobbing and sobbing , okay la i wasnt sobbing , i was just wiping my tears . I swear my mum was giving me the , what-are-you-crying-for-look , LOL! Hey , i cry easily la kay d: Okay im not gonna elaborate more , just losing my own face , LOL! But yea its sooo awesome la titanic :) Now that is what i call a 10/10 show! Avatar only get an 8. Avatar is soooooooooo overated -.- Oh well , diffrent ppl diffrent taste ;)

*plays my heart will go on , grrr , i swear to god , once i watch that movie im hooked up to taht freaking song , again -.- The radio is driving me nuts , im now officially hating 2 songs! Tik Tok & Evacuate the dancefloor , they keep playing them ,a nd playing them , and playing them , andplaying them , and playing them -.- I feel like smashing the radio sometimes , annoyingggg.....

Grr im done spamming here , bye loves :) Toodles!

i wont be there ; xoxo.

2009-12-26T18:53:00.003+08:00

Well , well , what do you know? I keep returning to spam my lovely blog , LOL! Ohh well , i really got nothing to do :) Sooo yea :D

Teehee , i feel so , i dont know waht i am feeling :P Tomorrow is a sunday , parents gonna head to curve :O Hmm , no machine shop according to ChiaSing , well you know , the shop where they sell all the ipod's ;P Haha , mum allowed to buy for me the ipodtouch that i wanted like forever :D She allowed me to buy it d: Well she is gonna gimme at least RM500 la :) well , i still had to top upa bout RM600++ But to me , its worth it , seriously , i nid an mp3 like emergency -.- If my mp3 didnt boomed at the first place i wont buy the ipodtouch , but oh well , at least i know i'll get to go online and play some games when there is a Wifi :D

Lol , i am really damnnn excited x) but curve tak de , so i dont know whether my mum would like turn to 1utama just for me to get it , LOL! im just to desperate to get it x) Yawnn , im so boredd -.- I really dont even know what to do , hmm , im just spamming my blog coz im bored rite? I dont hav the counter thingy so i really dont know whether i have readers coming here or i dont hav anymore readers -.- My cbox is dead too , but NO , IM NOT ASKING YOU GUYS TO LIVE A MESSAGE THERE , ITS SO , LOA -.- i am just wondering whether are there readers , lol , but its okayy , i can type rubbish and read myself , LOL!

Kay la , i still hav to spam my blog , im now watching the beauty of the game on astro on demand O:

Shits , i dont know what to talk about this drama :O But it totally teached me something , never trust anybody :) Its so real , probably its life , you know , i use you just to get on top. Life isnt that simple , you wanna be on top , you hav to step on me . Well , thats life. I dont blame anybody out there from now on who backstab or bitch about other ppl , or even acting twoface , you just wanna save your damn ass , whats the point of saving other ppl's life while putting yours on danger? From now on , i will only think about me , myself and I! Call me a bitch , but friends , im realyl sorry :( I am that twoface slut from now on , rawr!

Yawn , im done spamming my blog , toodles :)

its a melody night ; xoxo.

2009-12-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

Teehee :) I bet some off you are now partying your ass of and waiting for time to pass where you can then shout the numbers till christmas , haha. But not me :) I'm staying home , im indulging the christmas moment with my family at home :O haha.

So yeappsss , its christmas eve :D I bet you guys are having much fun out there. I dont celebrate christmas , so yea , to me its just another day and christmas day itself is another holiday for my parents to stay home and not go to work , LOL! You know , today i plan of actually like going to mall all by myself looking at everybody celebrating christmas and stuff , but its so awkward , so yea i tossed the idea aside. Hmmm , its better if i go with my family then my friends sometimes , but my dad , aint no jam fan -.- He will nag and nag and nag so what to do? Stay home lo.

At least i went to pasar malam for 1 hour to celebrate christmas eve , LOLL!!! Haha , somebody is heading home to hometown so couldnt celebrtae christmas with me , sniff. Drive slow kay ;) And me being me , im at home now :D Haha , blogging to entertain myself. But its okay , this time i think alittle wider , my friends hav thier own life too , i cant hang on to them and force them to stay home with me rite? so yea.

Hmmm i feel like going downstairs with my parents , i hope during christmas i could like sit wiht my parents and joke around wathcing the tv like anything great comes up or something , then we will just laugh about anything , well , something i hope la. Its not that my parents wont do it , its just difficult you know , computer temptation , the way they gonna wtach the TV. My mum thousand of errands to run tomorrow and then they are tired they nid to go to bed , and stuffs like that , thier just in the way , so yea , whats the point? Hmm... i dont know myself :)

Yawn , i dont know waht to tpye anymore :) Despite that my mum got a great bonus , but still i think my ipod touch is not gettable . I wanted to buy that day and to call it my present even though its my money to be a part of christmas but yea , parents still stand in the way of everyrthing , so why do i even bother of being mad ? I see this coming , i would be sad if my mum let me buy coz something is wrong with her brains :O Lol im just jking ;) Haha , mum iloveeyouu kay :D

Alright im done spamming my blog ;D During new year i'll just type a recap of the year , as much as i canr emember la -.- Oh well , nitenitee! oh before i go , DAD I LOVE YOU , MUM I LOVE YOU , BRO I LOVE YOU , YOU I LOVE YOU , FRIENDS I LOVE YOU , and since its christmas eve , im gonna love everybody , even menwhore :) Kayyy , MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

wishing doesnt help ; xoxo.

2009-12-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

I'm bored , thats why im here to update my blog :O LOL!

Its like so random la , i just decided to update my blog since its liek dead for so long , and for some reason i cant stand looking at dead blog , roflmao. Im trying to update it to the basis where my readers would actually enjoy reading . I'm sorry i aint those ppl that constantly uploading pictures of them camwhoring again and again and again in the same shirt , pose , background and stuff , all they change is the freaking way they smile -.- Yawnn , sorry if it offended anyone , i speak how i want in my blogg :O

I didnt know there is this bookstore in Amcorp Mall that sells books , story books. I can stay there man -.- Anyways , the books are soooo cheap. Practically you can find those books in MPH too , its just that they are so much cheaper than it. A book sells at about RM49.90 in MPH but in that bookstore is only about RM29.90 -.- I freaking bought 2 books :O I shud hav bought another one , but i am out of cash ;( And yea my mum wasnt there with me ;( Oh well , there is something known as some other time rite ;)

Today went to oneutama to watch Avatar :D I'm gonna be a bitch here but i dont see why it get a really good rating from everybody , LOL! To me , its practically just a show for me to burnnn my time :X Okayy la , im not gonna make it sound so bad but it is not bad la , if its like outta 10 , i will rate it at 8. Not soo good , not so bad , but worth the watch , lol.

I paused and stare at the com while wonder what am i gonna tpye next -.- 2009 is coming to an end , that means 2010 is coming , a new year , a new classroom , a new resolution , new stuffs to do. Urgh , im not looking forward anymore , school's reopening :O uh-oh , i smell fish , fishyy people. Hmm i nid my mask , well , i'll just put on a mask anyways , im gonna try not to offend anyone , but imma just smile to them no matter how much i hate them , lol. Oh well , who cares whether i smile to them , as long as i hav Amelia , Michelle , FoongTeng , William & Chia Sing , i can like just bragggggg to them and dont really care about the rest , what are friends for , LLLOLLL!!

Hmmm , i guess i'll stop here , dont worry about boring my readers , *cough* but im making myself boring too :X Okay i wanna type in the way that , my readers are bored and i am bored of myself but i dont know how to type it -.- Righttt....awkwarddd. Okay nevermind , wahtaever. I guess i'll go now la kay ;) And then before the year ends , i will type something about 2009. Hmmm , alot of regrets that i did but regrets , what can i do about them? toodles :)

2009-12-05T01:05:00.001+08:00

I'm jealous , I'm jealous , I'm jealous , I'm jealous , I'm jealous , RAWRRRR [FULLSTOP] URGH!

2009-11-30T12:57:00.001+08:00

let history repeat itselfs , for all i care ;)

It's gonna be alright , i hope ; xoxo.

2009-11-28T00:49:00.002+08:00

Its to late to feel this way. I wasnt feeling much. Till this song came up , it reminds me of you , probably sometimes i reminds me of the world. Rawr.

Urgh , i feel bad right now , i'm not feeling great. I dont really know waht to say , i prefer spamming craps in my blog then to blog about my daily life here , i'll just blog about something that i tot that nids a reminder today. Well i will try to push my emo feelings aside , its to late to feel this way , im tired.

Went to TropicanaCity to watch new moon with chiasing , william and jia wei :) Met alot of people. Everyone is practically working there. As for artista , why dont they just call is SMKTAMANSEAISTA -.- the whole taman sea is working there i guess? Well most of it la , but yea. The movie was just okay , im not qualified to give a review on it , its just soso , and okayokay for me . Most of the time taylor lautner is half-naked thats all. Well i can imagine taylor swift watching the movie x)

Well that made me smile , at least it did. Well i dont know waht to type , i feel sad , down , rawr , urgh pelase dont make it happen.

Please let me live for another day ; xoxo

2009-11-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hmm , i told ChiaSing about what i was thinking about life after form 5. As in life after highschool. Well thinking of it makes me feel exciting and also kinda frreak out. Hmm , im afraid i cant see my friends anymore. I'm afraid that no more moments like sitting around gossiping. I'm afraid that , that , you see i dont even know what i'm afraid of the feeling is there to consume me.

Urgh , okaayokayy , before moving on , im not feeling emo right now , im just feeling insecure and no not those normal insecure where my friends are backstabbing about me and shits like that , but im feeling that something is gonna come true. Well lets get it straight , i feel like the story of 2012 is coming , i mean its the truth , 2012 isnt a bogus like that people said , its gonna happen the world is gonna end.

Well i'm feeling so , so , short , as in my life. I use to want the world to end , it was during those form 3 moments where i hate my life so much i want it to be short , i want it to end. But now i'm feeling taht i havent done much thing , 2012 cannot come so fast. Probably it isnt the true that it may come cause no warning was unleashed but what happen if it really does happen? Where am i gonna be when the world dies , who am i gonna be with? My friends ? My family? I still have money stuffs to do. Get someone i love , work , earn money , try clubbing and stuffs like that. When its 2012 , im only 19!!! I only just qualified to do stuffs like that ;/

I'm feeling scared. According to ppl , 2012 is where the asteroids will hit earth and boom tahts the end. and if im not wrong , in the bible also written about something fire eating the earth. Asteroids are burned stones due to friction on outer space , it gets on fire and thats where you see meteors and stuffs like that. Isit the truth? Now that i'm afraid. Lydia told me a story about noah's ark. God told him that the world will be destroyed by water , and there the flood really did happen. Did god told someone to save our precious life? Or did god just told someone to save the animals only , again. I'm afraid. I dont wanna die yet , its freaky, i dont wanna think so much.

Sigh , time proves everything , sorry guys , i just had to blurt it out but i found that no one really cares about what i say coz they think its hocus pocus , im afraid , to afraid. Bye.

Everything has a start ; xoxo.

2009-11-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

Well as you can see i never used my "LiveForAnotherDay" title anymore. From now on i'll put some syok-sendiri quotes there to entertain myself d: LOL. But anyway , i'll put an xoxo at the back. Its like so cool , its like whether i love you or i hate you its diffrent. If i were to like you , hugs and kisses to you , but what about if i hate you? Well it would be like a very cari pasal kinda way, no? I guess im syoksendiri-ing again d: LOL mind me :)

How's holidays so far? Great,great, just great *breathes sarcastically* :D LOL! Well , holidays are, holidays la rite? I never get out since holidays started out , as in i never go out before , see how good i ma :) I'm such a good boy la kay. Lol no la , basically i turned down most of it :X hehe...Very sien de la sometimes go out , practically i nid to find transport something i'm not good at -.- Yawn. And the nearrest thing i can get is all practically lame and stupid. Ohkay i dont know waht did i just type , probably something stupid.

Whoosh , ask me about gossip girl xD Gossip girl is sooooo fun :D I find it relative , its like thats how high school shud be , or probably that is how my school is in. You're in or you're out , thats all. Well the only thing that makes SMK TAMAN SEA less of Constant Billard is that we dont have a gossip girl website :) Well , honestly if we even have one in our school its practically difficult to constantly update it. It's like most of us couldnt afford to send stuff to the website plus , they cna use thier phone anytime anyhwere. Well , schools are school , rules are rules , well probably we'll start one. But nah its something i am dreaming off only .

Well , well , probably im just hear to update my blog which i already did, hmm guess im done here , oh well. Bye loves, and thanks for reading my blog :) Toodles♥

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2009-11-19T14:10:00.003+08:00

I found that i kiss you in my dream , but when i woke up , i know its just a dream.

Yawnnn , im done dreaming d: It gives me those feeling that i know i cna never hav , grrr. Practically i cheated on billions of people d: Every time i sleep i dream of someone , and its practically a diffrent people , i think i probably cheated on 7 people already , HAHA xD

When to fui swen's party yesterday , aweeesomeee :D Lol everyone got thrown in the pool , okay la mostly la , but deifnietly not me :D Thanks to xing yao's iphone , LOL! But at the end i took it , then yea the stupid guard came and shoo them out , so yea means imma not getting dunked too ^^ The rest of it was fun , well yea it is , we talk , we eat and many fun moments we hav. Well at least i went out and meet up with my friends :D Plus i never hang out with andrea and the gang , so yea im also happy i got to catch up with them after so longgg time :)

Finally i get the gossip girl :D So the suspense , i think i watch it till 3 in the morning -.- I slept till 11.45 only wake up. Roflmao , actualyl i dont mind :D Gossip girl is soo fun , dramatic , cool probably what high school is all about. Urgh how i hope i hav my own gossipgirl homepage , well i hav gossip teenagers anways ;) LOL! Gah practically im just feeling up my blog for my boringness.

Hmm , i knew this about menwhore longgg time ago , but i never know he is soo slutty. Steals people partners , steal people friends , start backstabbing&bitching ,ok ignore that , if i do that xD like i said , rampas people punya boyfriend and stuff like that , so slutty la. I remember we keep bithcing about how those peolpe are stealing peoples boyfirend/girlfriend and stuff like that , so slutty so despo , blah blah blah. I didnt know when you were gossiping about them , you practically are doing it too -.- Dont you feel anything? Well i keep saying people twoface , balh blah blah , but when i two face i tend to step back and look at myself , dont you ever do that? Yawn , well thats probably you :)

Ohkayyy , im done :D LOL! I think im here just to trash menwhore xD Alright , toodles.

i know your name , but i never takle your number , shitz.

2009-11-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

gahhhh they're so hott , it turns me on , well yea , LOL XD

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2009-11-16T12:05:00.003+08:00

I'm dreaming to much this days , it must be those sleep that i keep having which is too long d: Grrr , it's raining , connection please dont be bitchy with me kay x(

Urghh , i'm cureently sick , flu+sorethroat , annoying. Well flu is the most annoying one , it kept blocking my nose and its like someone is taking my oxygen tank away :O LOL! But the throat , okay im nto gonna say anything just hope it faster goes away before wednesday -.- Why? FuiSwen's Bday Party maa :D Well , but i dont mind staying flu-ish , at least i dont hav to jump into the pool xDxD Hahaha , gosh i still dont know what to get her , urgh >.<

Okay back to the main point , im here to talk about my dreams :) Ohmygod , i love my dreams it must be because i keep sleeping everyday that makes me dream about over extraordianry dreams x) But they are all loveable , okay la i dont want them all to come through maybe just some of them , the part where , we did this , and then that , and then that , oh yea definietly that , and then that , then we fell in love , then our lips touch , and then this and then that , oh yea for sure that , okay enuf -.- Practically i want the whole dream -.- LOL! Yawn , but can they ever come true ? Nah i dont think so , unless you're talkin about those dreams where you can chase , this dreams , never -.- Well unless something happens la , godknows -.-

Hmmm , i wonder whats going on , someone that i hate , which i know hates me to , is trying to do something , probably he just saw my pm the other day d: LOL! okay fine , but imma tell him right now : If you wanna be my friend again , sure no problem , but lets see who's gonna start opening the mouth first la kay :) Or else , sorry byebye , please try again later :) Yawn , im practically typing rubbish for myself to read -.- Oh well. I guess nothing to type de , im just hear to brag about my dreams , those sexy loves♥

I'm about to go melting -.- Okay nevermind , imma go sing song :D Lol bye smexxy's people that reads my blog , or probably no one :O Roflmao. TOODLES!

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2009-11-13T16:28:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling much better now , thanks to nothing d: LOL!

Urgh this couple of days , i slept till very late -.- I can't do it ,what happens when school starts? Im practically screw la then -.- Oh well , school holiday just started , why am i even talkin about school opens xD LOL! Haha so hav you watch the video for bad romance? Well i certainly have , for at least 35 times too :X roflmao. Anywyas thanks to mew yeong , we found out some certain funny funny pictures , loll! you are gonna laugh your butt off d:

LOL , gaga's "preety" face xD

Crab Costume xDxD

the orbittt :D

AMY WINEHOUSE MOMENTS XD

Gaga on fire :D

All this pictures are totally a courtesy of mew yeong xD Ohmygod killer heels<3 Actaully i remember i got something to say but now i cant remember -.- Oh well , thats it then :) Nobody wanna see my brag anyways , right ;) Toodles :)

stone hearts& hand grenades ,
you and i werent meant to be♥

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2009-11-11T17:04:00.003+08:00

Its funny about updating blog , update once you keep coming back :O LOL!

Ya know , after some emo post , and some talking with my friends , i feel much better. Yawns , i just nid to get outta this house. I feel bad right now d: Turning down someone that ask me to go to starbucks , you know who you are ;) Dont blame me -.- Tak ada transport it is not that i dont wanna go xD Yawn , i dont evne know what to update here , its just that i nid to find some place to spam :D

I finish hunger games :D This is the first time i manage to finish a book that fast -.- Let me count , sunday , monday , tuesday , 3 days -.- And i barely read on sunday , okay la throw in wednesday , Ohmygod 3 days still -.- Lol! Such a big accomplishment la xD Even when i read the twilight saga i never even finish it in 3 days , at least a week. Yea but if you wanna compare i sorta think that twilight saga's are better , for the fact that i am very poor at imagining so hunger games is quite a challenge for me , but anyhoo , it rocks :) There is book 2 lying there waiting for me -.- Probably i'll start after this post d:

Gah , there are too many errands to run but i dont know waht shud i do S: Theres this feeling of me wanna go out but when people tend to ask me , i'll just say i dont feel like going -.- heyy i feel like going , but i dont know why did i blurt out and say i dont feel like going -.- Like...i dont know , they are natural? RKA day was today o.o I dont know wahts gonna happen but i better pray my mum dont kill me d:

Hmmm before i open my blogger , i tend to got billions of stuff to type here but now all i think off is pitch black -.- As in i dont know what to type anymore , yawns. Oh well i better stop here -.- I got nothing to say anyways :) Pictures of sleepover? I'll try to upload them -.- as in i'll try ;) TOODLES :D

p/s:Bad Romance Video Is Out Go Watch It :D

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2009-11-10T13:07:00.005+08:00

Hmm , i relaly dont know how to update my blog. Its like , i dont know what to type here -.- Its practically a place for me to just fill in my boredness , and its also probably a place where i can put in my feeling ,a feeling that i can tell no one about. Sigh.

I got plenty of stuff to talk about. It's about time where i find a place to start. Nothing isnt really going with my favour. As in , everything is getting from bad to worst. Hmm , all i can do is hope everything gets better as time goes on , after all , time helps everything , no? Nah , i dont know. But most probably its true. I dont know whats wrong with me , ok maybe im practically jealous , but i realyl dont know what im feeling. I feel that everything is missing around me , someone is strealing something from me , whether it is my friends , my life , my anything , but still its just hard. How are you not gonna hate someone who stole your happiness? Lets not say happiness , even if someone stoles your rubber you will feel annoyed , what about happiness?

Urgh , im going to let the past , past. Probably im thinking to much , but i know whats happening around me , my friends use to talk to me , but now they talk to you , nobody cares about me , everyone cares about you. Lets be truthful to myself , i dont wanna be someone that i always gossip about but i'll let it go in one shot today. Im an loa,jealous,very easy to get angry person , keeps grudge like nobody does. There , now you know about me. Yes sometimes i nid attention , call me a attention seeker but still i am who i am. I dont even know what am i doing. I cant help but to change myself to a better person , i wasnt this person when i was in form 1. It is so clear how i was when i was in form 1. But i know i hav to grow up. It isnt easy to change , but i'll give it a try. Sigh.

On a ligther note , im about to complain. After doing something , you tend to regret . You tend to regret every movement here and then , why did i do that? what happen if i didnt do that? how will it change my life? But accept the fact that its already doned. Its always easier said then done. I know that , yea i do regret , but at least i dont go on pouring it to everyone. Kept saying why did i do this, why did i do that , oh come on , you enjoy doing it. Stop faking it up. I know you're just trying to get attention , its alright im trying my best to get attention too. What the problem is , after you start crapping about everything you've dont and how much you hate doing it , you tend to still do it. So what the point of repeating then? It's just....i dont know , such a attention seeker? Like said humans , we nid attention. I just had to complain.I dont even knwo why am i feeling this way , i'm losing everything , probably not everything , i know my close friends aint leaving me. But close friends...they exist? Well it depends on how you see it. Mixing with my group of friends is as good as living in the oldern times , when there is king and queens and stuff like that. Money isnt the most important thing , its how you speak. One wrong word and off you go , you're consider and outcast. You hav to watch everyhting you do , it is as good as not able to be yourself. You cant be yourself , you nid to put on an A game and prove to the world that you are as good as your friends , but sometimes you get tired , you feel like giving up. Gosh , emo moments , something that i hate.

Urgh , i'll try to go on something ligther later. I finally uploaded the pics about the sleepover d: I'll try to upload them coz it isnt easy uploading to blogger -.- toodles :)

Shoot!

2009-10-19T17:32:00.001+08:00

What a freaking exam can do to a person -.-

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2009-10-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

What's life? I never get to learn. I tend to use words of my own to describe life. But no i never found the truth.

I'm done trying to be good. I have been hating on my cousin which is 7 year old. Well , i really do and i mean i really tend to ya know , dont hate her that much. When she was 2 year old , her mum , my aunty , passed away due to breast cancer. She was one of my favourite aunty. Come to tihnk of it , my aunt passed away 5 years in just a blink of an eye. Within this blink of an eye my 2 year old cousin had came to my house every weekend just to stay with my mum as to my mum could take care of her. In this 5 years i have tried not to hate her. I remember when i was small , i tend to like make fun of her on wahtever she does. I guess im probably jealous that my mum treat her better then me. When i complain , i tend to get scolding by saying i'm jealous and rubbish like that. Well , when i was small , yea it was all for the jealousy. As i grow and age , it isn't really bout the jealousy , im really treating her as my sister.

I have tried all my best to forgive her for everything she have done. When i was small , she tend to make noise and do loads of stuff that trouble people but she dont get scolding , i would compare her to when i was small , why when i do this i tend to get all the rubbish scolding? How bout her?! , i would get billions of reply like she is still small , she needa learn. Yea i wasnt happy when io was small , like i said childish and immature , what do ya know? All you do is compare. I aged , i'm big now. I never complain anything about her anymore , but as time goes by , my mum is getting more and more , i dont know what to say. Okay let me ask you , you tend to have a sister who does all the bad stuff for example , starts hitting you or maybe starts wondering around in the market or maybe tend to spoil something and then tell a lie? But whne you try to like , tell her to dont do that , they started to cry and next thing you get loads of scolding. Honestly , i dont really care.

As time goes and today , im done trying. It's the end of the limit. I'm enough of trying to treat her rite , i get scodling most of time by trying that. I wanna help my aunty , i wanna do loads of stuff to train this little girl to a person that really cares , a person who knows what to do. I cant tell anyone about this , why? I'll get the bashing , i'll be the "jealous one" , when i try to speak out , what happens? I'm done talking about it. As for my mum? I'm not mad at this little girl , i'm mad for my mum. I'm your son , that's your niece , even if you tend to nurture your son into a great guy and spoil your niece into pieces but hello , theres something known as a "fair play".

But i'm done today , and at this moment. I'm not gonna try anymoer , im tired , im lazy , and im just veryyy crazy of leaving this home. My mum is still gonna be my mum , but i will never treat her as my mum , sure i'll forgive her someday but now , i really dont think its possible. As i type this tears are streaming down , i got no one to talk to , none of my family members really care of what i'm feeling. All they are doing is stare as i cry and type all this message. But it's enough , im tired of having family problems , its more then burdening me already. I stil have friends to deal with. I'm gonna go and try to hav fun. Bye.

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2009-10-16T10:17:00.002+08:00

Lol , sorry guys , i really , really , realllyyyy never blog for a long time already. And my blog was on private coz it was on renovation but still the renovation is not done but whatever i'll open my blog for my fans *sheds a tear* So dramatical , it must be the cause of mixing with chia sing to much :O

Alrighty , exam isn't finish yet , but still everyone think its over. There is still addmaths D: Gahh i swear im gonna do addmaths right after i finish watching glee♥ What's glee? Just go google it and watch it , it's da bomb. Haha. Hmm , after a longg time of not blogging i actually lost my ohm to blog -.- I dont know how to blog , it's like , im retarded ;x ROFLMAO.

Gahhh , guys this days , making me gay S: Roflmao. All so sexyy and hot D: Thanks god there are also sexy girls out there d; It balanced me up O: Roflamo , im practically a bi now xD But still , i have the obsession to stalk the guys more then the girls xDxD Roflmao , after all there is one in my class *coughsoftporncough* Roflmao , william oh william xD Stop stalking not good for you >=)

Alrighty , time to put on some hunky pictures :)

Warning : Please try your best to NOT MELT , i repeat TO NOT MELT xD

Roflmao , i damn lazy to tell who is who la , just tell me you are melting . No wait , you're not suppose to d; Haha. Okay , now i know how to upload my pictures faster , it's gonna be so cool ;x Roflmao. Okay la , stay tune till i load the ChiaSing's Sleepover la , its months ago de >.< I feel so bad for not uploading pictures for them always so yea , i Shall addmaths while wait for my glee , bye loves:)

2009-09-27T17:18:00.000+08:00

Imma ditthc my blog for exams yoo , love you readers but goodbye :)

When something bad happens , that is when everybody comes together.

2009-09-17T09:36:00.004+08:00

Oh god ,
this is from the bottom of my very heart,
i use to treat this is just some game and fun,
but honestly,
when it happens , it isnt that fun after all.
God ,
please make sure she wins this battle and she is gonna get back on her two feets,
it's not worth making her like this ,
she is gonna be well after 2 weeks time and there we have her back,
may god please dont take her life away *choi*,
coz i know she isnt gonna lose it,
and girl,
just stay strong , we all love you<3

edit;;

tq god for answering our prayer ,
she is now in safe condition.

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2009-09-11T15:38:00.002+08:00

I am like done putting pictures up my blog from penang -.- It's just , lets use the word frustrating -.- So yea forget about me psoting about penang la kay :) Now i'm first gonna blog about chia sing's aweesome condo sleepover x) Lol then maybe some emo stuff after that , or mabye not now x)

Okay , it was many weeks ago punya friday , which i totally cant remember d; So yea , we went to play badminton. I have been addicted to it since then d; No wait , if it's so its 3 weeks ago HAHA see i remember x) Haha , okay moving on. So after playing we then went over to secret recipe to yum cha. That was our initial plan after all , to catch up with my lovely friends<3 Anyways , So we went over for yumcha session then after that they were actually planning some outing on sunday nite , oh i remember Merdeka countodwn on the same place but due to some unwanted reason , chia sing couldnt hav it.

So out of randomness , we 5 suddenly just suggested to go over tonight :D Since it's like saunday cancel then tonite la. So yea , i called my mum then she said can :D Ohmygoddd i was damn hyper x) Then at nite after tuition we went over to chia sing's condo la. Sad case , melia and xing yao couldnt join us :( So only 4 of us , me , chia sing , william and michelle. Er yae , so we all go there then everyone was getting change then a little bit of supper then we all hop on the bed.

I remember veryyyyyyyyy clearly when we hop onto the bed it was 2AM in the morning D: So michelle , being michelle was emo at that moment , now i dont know la. Anyways , she emo-banana at the corner there , we all also cannot do anyhting right? So me being me , and chia sing being chia sing xD We sang every song from top of our lungs :D Hahah of coz we sing diffrent type of songs laa.. So William was about to fall asleep when we force him to wake up and guess what d; We 3 sampat together now xD All sing and dance sing and dance.

Oh yea before that we were singing songs like You Belong With Me and Poker Face , thanks to michelle d; She told us something , then me , i hate that bitch to pieces de ma , and then she did something bitchy like adding someones bf and start flirting flirting flirting like she very close like that , HELL THATS YOUR FRIEND BITCH! But anyways , so the someone sms mich and say he's in the bitches area *ahemahem* so yea la me and chia sing sang those songs xD Try to you know , think about the meaning of the song x) Roflmao.

Then 3 plus we all got really tired , so we wanted to sleep , note the keyword here is "wanted" xD Anyways , we get into the bed , we couldnt really sleep D: So me and chaising started prank calling humans d; Gosh so the funny x) Then after that about 4+ We finally get to sleep :D Sleep de , some dumb bitch phone ring *coughmichellecough* then me and chia sing woke up agian la -.- So the annoying. But thank god we manage to sleep.

The next morning , ohmama. At first the nite before i tot that since we all so late sleep , sure michelle wake up the earliest coz she slept super early ma. So i woke up probably bout 7 gonna be 8 , i went outside and saw william sitting there , fine wahtever. Went to toilet and thne go back to sleep , and when i just fell asleep...ITS WILLIAM TURN TO PERFORM D: Sing to his top of his lungs everyone woke up , ohhgoshh -.- So the tiring , then after everyone got ready we went to nearby place and eat. After we eat finish probably 11 or mroe a little , we head back to condo and SLEEP -.- Lol i tell you. Sleep until probably 2? Yea la , bitchy michelle's turn to sing song -.- Can mati i tell you :O So yea la , we woke up , swimming , last minute decision to go to 1utama. Wanted to watch the proposal but failed coz the seats are full D: Crappy man :( So never watch go to japanese restaurant and makan and gossip :)

Head home after one utama. Even though its very tiring but i had a very happy day roflmao , like writing standard 4 karangan , HAHA xD Long post eh? Dont read la if you dont like , lose one reader like you also i dont really mind ,i dont need anybody to read anyawys :) So yea , this one sure got picture next post la kay d;

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2009-09-05T20:02:00.002+08:00

Urgh , i am not gonna be dumb again this time -.- Like seriously man , i already post a post about my trip to thailand and god dammit , me being dumb , go remove all the pictures in photobucket which coz all this picture to dissapear too D: Lol , so i went to thailand like loooooongggggggggg time ago -.- And also penang -.- So im gonna let the pictures do the talking kay (:

THAILAND :D

It started out with some camwhore sessions , HAHA XD

Some funny looking doll

Thier welcome drink.

Well , while they at a welcome drink , i welcome myself to the room with a camwhore session , again LOL XD

After opening cupboards and cupboards , to find stuffs , dont ask what just random humans doing random stuff d; So i saw a closet with a box of....condom D:

And being Ooi Say Wei , i camwhored with it , HAHA XD

And no im not promoting it d;

After unloading our luggage and stuff , we did our first and our only teason why we actually went to thailand , to shop D: I tell you , it's humoungously crazy the market. You can find shoes , bags , purse , shirts , pants , wahtever you want basically -.-

Obviously there are much better looking clothes la -.-

If you see properly , they are all handbags . yes the whole market (:

Flowers :O

While , it's the neaxt day , means we are leaving the place. My mum decided not to shop coz we already shop till we are , kinda broke d; Haha , so while my dad went for his massage , me my cousin and my mum went to eat swensen's , trust me you're gonna be jealous (:

It's so super cheap :O Gosh looking at the pictures just tempt me :( Urgh . Then after that went back to the hotel and pack our stuff , left thailand and went back to malaysia. Note ; it's probably a few hours drive D: So i camwhored , AGAIN XD

my uncle , my mum.

Lol thier pizza hut so funny looking x)

and yea bon voyage :)

when back to kedah , and then head to pasar puasa to buy some food for dinner. After that next day head to penang :)

Lol i wil try to put a post about penang next , gosh im sooo lacking of updates D: Still got chiasing's stayover thats crazy d; Lol toodles :D

2009-08-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

i reached my house :D Gosh it's tiring x) will blog later laa toodles :D

2009-08-22T11:54:00.001+08:00

IM LEAVING NOWWW :D LOVESS. AND MY BROTHER IS SO LOA , LOLL XD

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2009-08-21T23:31:00.006+08:00

Omg cant wait cant wait cant wait :D I better get to burn the disc or i am gonna rot in the car -.-

Yesh , im heading back to Kedah :D IN possibly 14 more hours. And then , going to Penang&Thailand. Shopping spree in thailand man! I am gonna buy like crazy. I got to many stuff to shop , so yea la , LOLL! Haha , theres so many reason i love going back. But this time the mian reason is , escaping drama for like a week :D

Well , i tend to update my blog once i am going somewhere or something llike that. Possible it's beacuse i can only tell my blog, i just dont simply find the suitable person to talk to. Gosh im being loa or something , but you know , i love attention. I am gonna be honest with myself from now on , if i dont like something i'll say it out , if i dont like the way you guys reply i'll just scream or shout at you guys i dont relaly care what you guys say behind my back. A friend that stands in front of a shooting bullet , is the friend that is better then those shooting behind. Out of 42 people on my msn list , i can only , maybe talk to one , William.

Okay , i dont wanna be some emo-banana as im going off tomorrow :D Gosh i cant wait , cant wait x) Since i always complain about not posting picture , let's try now :D

Warning : Camwhore pictures coming up , pls kindly press Alt+F4 if you dislike camwhore pics.

hahaha xD Gosh i just love this pic d;

aint it obvious my hair is gold at the top -.-

Oh yea , hav i ever debut my RM248 sunglasses xD It's a bday present from mummy :)

Haha xD One day i shall just snap the sunglasses alone x)

Of coz i have another one , but hey this is like what? RM10? HAHAHA XD

okie dokie , so much to do , so little time , im still not done packing , TOODLES<3

2009-08-20T16:17:00.001+08:00

I'M SO GONNA HATE MY ADDMATHS TUITION TONITE , URGH. BYE!

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2009-08-17T22:25:00.004+08:00

Rawr , instead of blog hopping continously , and and ,i gues some people is superbly annoyed by me facetwitting , EVERYSINGLE MINUTE XD I better not annoy them d;

Alrighty , came back from school and then dork came over. It's to obvious we nid to speak , i , myself cant stand it too. Dork came over and picked me up. When to some place , romantically cool xD But whatever , i wasn't there for fun and games. So we talk about it , i sorta just spill everything out. Dork said sorry , well at least letting your guts down -.- So yea , me being me , i forgave it . but i said not to do it again , as i know the second time is always harder.

Alrighty :D School started out fantabulous WITHOUT ASSEMBLY :D it's always fantastic without assembly d; So , nothing much during the first few periods. In fact school wasnt taht bad today. I dont know bout tomorrow , sorta going to be a little bitchy i guess? Whoosh , this is what u get when a person's owhm to blog comes back d; Constantly blogging non stop xD But if you like you read la , if you dont then just leave , i already get use having no readers ;x

Urgh , practically sexy XingYao , is enjoying is time at Kota Kinabalu D: I can't wait for saturday , it's gonna be holidays , and im going back to Kedah :) Getting a holiday it isnt just , playing all day long , get to go to shopping centers , blah blah blah. It use to be like that to me , but now i found out , holidays to me now practically means , not getting involved in dramas for at least a week. Happy to say , i never argued with William already , maybe we do argue , but sarcastically and playingly. Guess we decided to change our attitude , eh? ;) Alirghty , all i wanna say is i cant wait for holidays :D:D And i am so gonna hate school tomorrow ):

Oh look , im gonna facetweet now -.- So yea , sorry facebook humans that add me , i know you practically annoyed by the notifications and emails. It's freaking annoying to me too ;x HAHA , alrighty i dont know waht to tpye so yea :) Toodles !

oh crap , addiction to shades is back ):

a word just a word , till you mean what you say
and love , is just a love , till you give it all away.♥

What doesn't kill really makes you stronger.

2009-08-17T15:50:00.001+08:00

A words,just a word
'til you mean what you say

And love,isnt love
'til you give it away

We've all gotta give

Yes,something to give
To make a change

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just Smile

And the world

Will smile

along with you..

That small act of love
Thats meant for one
Will become two

If we take the chances..

The chance circumstances

Imagine all we can do

[Chrous:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Send it on..

[Miley:]
Theres power in all of the choices we make

[Selena & Joe:]
So im starting now theres not a moment to wait

[Selena:]
A word,just a word
'til you mean what you say

[Selena & Kevin:]
And love,isnt love
'til you give it away

[All:]
Send it on
(Send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make us strong
Shine a light and
Give it on

Shine a light and send it on..

Urgh i just love awareness songs ;/ They make me emo to ): Will blog about MONDAY later , toodles :)

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2009-08-16T12:21:00.002+08:00

I found out that the world is changing , it's changing to a place where i no longer wanna stay. I use to put friends about family , but at this very moment , no , maybe sometimes i prefer to stay with my family , at least they dont put on an attitude with me.

Urgh , im changing , i know taht. But im happy to say i'm changing , or maybe im trying to at least , change to a better person. But as times past , i found out at , the more i try to be a better person or make it the same , throwing all my bad attitude away , everyone is picking up the attitude im throwing. I guess everyone is just to "caught up" with themselves and all they care is about tehmselves. I also sometimes think , someone just tend to think taht he is going down that fame lane , but trust me boy , with that attitude , no matter how far you go , you are just an arsehole. You tend to nag everyone in the world but not yourself , whenever you point one finger at a person three fingers are actually pointing back at you.

Why am i even dealing myself with humans like that? I dont wanna give a damn already. Urgh , sexy Xing Yao is going to sabah -.- Well im jealous he gets to get a freaking one week extra school holiday -.- How i hope they close down our school and then we got 2 week striaght of holiday d; But nah , i can suffer this one more week. Gosh i cant wait for school to end , and here comes the holidays :D I'm escaping from drama for a week ;) Im someomre heading off to penang , even better :D

Lol , sometimes i just wonder whether my readers are happy with the way im typing? I got no pictures like some blog , im also jealous they manage to post so the many pictures up , but i just hate rearranging them , so i'm really sorry la kay readers :) But if you think its really boring , kindly press Alt+F4 i dont give a fucking damn :) Lala.

Alirghty , i got nothing to blog about anymore. Oh darn its MONDAY , tomorrow ): Toodles!

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2009-08-15T18:19:00.003+08:00

Oh yay , everyone is now practically having fun while i am stucked at home. Urgh , i am freaking bored right now , or maybe i dont know what i want thats why im bored. But still like whatever la , as much as flyfm keeps talking about MTV WORLD STAGE every 30 freaking minutes , i guess its quite "easy" to get over the fact that i cant be there YAYY -.-

Oh i love the new layout d; Dont you? HAHA xD william said its plain&boring , which i want it to be x) Well i prefer to be a little layback , make it plain , i dont want to much drawing anymore. I want a plain white background like some people have , plain white super cool background with cool fonts and also emoticons and stuff like that, but unfortunately , im not that good in doing all this ~~rubbish~~ stuff so you know , whatever. You know i'm lost of words right now -.-

Gosh i dont know what to type , it's just that i hav that owhm of blogging out of a sudden -.- So i decided to spill my feelings to my blog :D How loveable it could be , tsktsk , im so happy my counter is still going up d; I got readers , YAYYY xD Fine , im just blogging everything that is on my mind , as much as LOA you wanna call me , i dont fucking care. My friends give me enuf attention , that's all i nid . Fake friends that backstabs me , you know go screw yourself , i dont really freaking give a damn :)

Lol yesterday Physics tuition was so darn , stupid? I never really studied physic's yesterday xD I was learning chinese words x) Sms-ed fiona. Gosh that lady never replies , so wahtever. Ohmygod , did i ever mention how much i love LadyGaga? Well even though i havent or maybe i never , but you know i dont freaking care whether you know or not , gosh then why am i typing it-.- Okay im bored , just go on with me. Lolable.

Urgh , how can i be stranded on a saturday night :( It's because of your dumb ass attitude that freaking really piss me off. It's just a PICTURE can you please dont be so dumb ass dramatic about it? Gosh. True enuf , like my friends tell me , if you do trust me , you would just forget about it , but obviously you dont , so whatever la :) Oh well.

Okay i dont know waht to type anymore -.- i prefer going to facebook and then put some wall post which in my opinion is like some mini-twitter -.- As much as i like how twitter works , i never created one x) I love tpying short short messages xD Lol so im using the wall post , but sometimes its just so....annoying? Lol whatever , so im going to faceter now , LOLL xD Toodles .

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2009-08-14T15:09:00.005+08:00

I realise how selfish a person's heart could be. But honestly , why do i even bug myself over this dumb humans? I realise i dont give a fucking damn care about all this , let's just call them selfish shits!

Neways , it's Friday :D Which means , i get to sleep tomorrow till superb late :) Lol-able. I have been a good boy this week , i went every single day to go school , from monday to friday :D So the good boy la me. On Wednesday , went to Pn.Teh's husband funeral thingy , as much as it's so depressing to see her , i actually felt kinda just , i dont know waht to say. Hope she could be back on her two feet and come back and lead us the interact club to perfection again :)

Just recieve a news last nite , my mum's friend's mother-in-law , passed away too. Well , i'm getting scared and paranoid at this very moment. Everyone is , well lets just say "passing on" , i am so scared what if it's someone i really care for , someone i would just cry every single day , someone that i really love and heart , i lost my aunt already , you know i cannot bare suffering another one like that , it's just , lets just use the word tiring. I just dont wanna go through everything all over again.

Yawn , i know you guys are getting bored , so am i x) Oh yea , on thursday if i'm not wrong , the accounts teachers really gotta bare with his own humiliation -.- I dont think it's his test , maybe the teacher is just evaluating him , but whatever , he teached the wrong thing , after opening varies akaun , Mr.Beh stood up , snatch the marker pen , RUB THE WHOLE BOARD and then say , sepatutnya macam ini. H-U-M-I-L-I-A-T-I-O-N. Some drama happened after that , i dont wanna talk about it here , later people start spreading shits&piss again , so whatever :)

Sniff i dont know waht to tpye anymore -.- oh yea about filling my blog with pictures , *yawn* its so boring xD Haha , you know waht , hi aaron x) LOL xD that's so random but just stare at the picture la kay ,alrighty , i am bored. And yesh i know im flirtatiously flirty ;x Lol! Oh yea , to some very HARDHEADED people , just shush okay? Toodles :)

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2009-08-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

I WANT BACK MY LIFE -.-

Rawr , i never been this sick , and i hav been battling this sickness for then a week -.- Urgh , you know how much i hate "no" , the word which just tend to spoil every fun in the world , blah im not here to brag about it , im here to update my damn blog :D

This 2 weeks , means 10 days of school , i only show up like waht 3? Lolable xD Urgh i hate being sick , i use to pretend sick so that i dont have to go school , but now , all of the 7 days it is because i am sick which cause me not being able to go to school , rawr!

Me being me , not having a good timing with all of my friends , decided to go to school today when everybody is at home sleeping.Practically regretted going today also -.- so the lame and crappy , all we do is just sit down there and flirt flirt , roflmao. I am utterly dumb today , i just wanna sleep through the whole time in school , yawn. You know it is like so cool when your counter keeps going out but when you scrool down there aint no messages in your cbox. *winks* i am not some loa that wants people to laeve a message la kay , those loa people know who they are la *winks*.

I just tend to blog about rubbish , coz i wanna keep this blog updated D: I realise i nid pictures x) Dork showed up today x) Oh so caring , sayang banyak la kay :) Love you the most de la D: Rawrrrr , i swear when i cure we go shall spend our time together again la kay :) I am about to cure de , you shall take me out for a day and we shall seal the day being us :D I can't wait o: Lol i guess i will stop bragging here.

Grr i wanna go out tomorrow -.- Damn it , i guess i better go find an excuse so that i could go out then to spam shits here -.- Byebye (: oops , toodles ;D You know i find it hard to upload camera pictures to the com and then to the blog , so waste of time , LOL toodles!

2009-08-06T14:09:00.001+08:00

Practically hate my life :)

Thank You :)

2009-07-30T12:03:00.002+08:00

To all my darling friends , thank you so much =D To those that send me message superbly late , and i didnt reply , sorry babes , you guys know i waas sick ): And this is so a birthday to be remember -.- and to those haters who wanted me to die on my birthday , i am so sorry i nid to crush your damn hope =) Lovee those who were there for me :) Fiona thank you so much for being there :) Amelia too. Not forgetting william, foong teng , gabriel ,justin and michelle :D Chew Yee :D Sorry for not replying your mesage i was aslready kong off x) And yes you were the latest like me d; Hahah xD To my interact team , if i cant make it for installation , i am really sorry but i will make sure everything is dont correctly. Lastly , to you ; Sorry , sorry ,sorry , id dint want it to be this way , but what i cannto stop is like that , thank you for stopping by just to see me :) I promise once im back on my two feets your the first i am gonna call (: Ok byebyeee :D

and to some humans that are sooo LOA and decided to send message to themselves , get a grip , no one is sending message to you , dont be so LOA send it to yourself -.- so typical blonde~ byee :)

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2009-07-28T17:34:00.006+08:00

I'll try to blog as frequent as i can. Like seriously , i mean as frequent as i can xD

Alrighty , skipped school yesterday coz felt vomittish in the morning , ok i never felt vomittish , infact i vomited d; Hahah xD Oh well , get to skip school :D slept till 11am only bangun x) Roflmao , skipping monday is like the BEST thing that a person can do xD Well first thing first , there are the 2 most boring science subject. Second , assembly is so dreadful . Third , hey arent we talking about school?! Guess it's enough reason to skip xD

Ok forget about yesterday , i dont hav much story anyways . Starting with today , we shall start with everything that happens , HAPPY BIRTHDAY HSU VEN :D

She is the oh-so-tall girl -.- And my "girlfriend" *coughcough* scandolous much xD LOL xD Anyways , i promise to accompanied her till 12 and wanted to wish her the first. BUTT -.- Being a very very forgetfull person , i did something else and forgotten about it ;x I am so sorry :) We'll try tonite x) Haha im just joking happy birthday anyways :D

So went to school in the morning , not in a very good condition -.- But i hav to suck it up rite? Started out with accounts test -.- bloody , so not never ever gonna underestimate bloody accounts anymore . It's literally difficult i just gave up -.- Then it was subjects after subjects with endless studying . I hate school now , roflmao. During i cannot remember what period , william told me lady gaga loves meow meow *winks* i dont really think so , but whatever they suka x) Went to the library for the MPS , not bad i say -.- But the mummy one still the best x) Went back to class , sejarah , some drama-rama-butter-rama , but you know wahtever x) Someone sented me home :D I dont hav to walk x) Oh well took bath lunch blah here and there and ta-da im here :)

Guess i got nothing more to say -.- Oh my picture posts? Just wait la , LOL xD Toodles x)

OH SHIT I CANT BELIEVE I HAVENT BLOG ABOUT LEO INSTALL D: oh well -.- Guess i will just do a short one , the opening dance and the closing dance was a BOMB . Hot attics as usual like that la x) Ok now TOODLES :D

the only thing im looking forward to is you (:

It's friday yoooo :)

2009-07-24T18:20:00.002+08:00

I.AINT.GIVING.NO.SHIT.ABOUT.IT.COZ.IT.IS.ALL.ABOUT.YOU.

BYEE ;D

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2009-07-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

Basically my blog is privated coz of i hardly updated my blog d; after like god knows how many weeks ;) I finally decided to blog :D This post is gonna be FULL of words , so yea la :)

We started out with PJI installation , weeks ago event , LOL xD I no mood to update then update now la. PJI installation was fantastic. After that went over to tropicana city to watch Ice Age 3 -.- Bunch of jakoons in the cinema , we were practically noisier then those kids at the back , LOL xD The movie wasn't that bad , came out then walk around to see where to eat and makan . Then after we had our dinner we went to arcade to play some games. I dont even know what to do there -.- But it was quite a fantastic day. Pictures you ask? Wait la -.- i'm lazy to upload them , basically blogger is an asshole when it comes to picture -.-

Next , can't relaly remember anything , but seriously i'll blog the important details only. Went to watch Harry Porter a few weeks back too xD This i remember clearly , it was a friday. Why? coz of some bitchy humans , urgh forget about it , what's pass is pass , i'm a person that kinda forgive&forget , but it's just some ASSHOLES just make me dont feel like doing taht particular attitude , moving on. Skipped school on the friday and went to One-Utama to watch the movie. Practically i cant really concentrate on the movie -.- On my left there is Michelle Wong that keeps asking waht happen , how it happen , and why it happen. I was just explaining to her but then i didnt...why? Coz she was SMS-ING while the movie is on , no wonder she god damn dont understand -.- The right? There is Charanpal , who's phone just can't stop buzzing -.-

After the movie , they all went home , or maybe only charanpal , LOLL xD so asyraf and lutfi went for something expensive which i cant afford lately -.- And me and michelle went to some shop. Meet with some people there thanks to michelle wong *ahemahem* :) Get to eat for free xD Right michelle ? LOLL XD ok fine , whateverrrr.....Came home , tuition , sleep.

One week later , i guess it's one week o.o On the saturday , went to Melaka for a one-day trip :D Lol me likey this trip x) At least we get to spend time together. We hardly even see each other , just we go out for lunch , well thats it. So went to melaka in the morning till late at night. Tried the chicken rice ball , freaking long queue D: But oh well , it's worth waiting :) Went on the eye of malaysia , oh sweetness. Went home and then sleep :D

And this i can remmeber , coz it's just yesterday , LOLL xD Went to kuala selangor to see kelip-kelip or maybe we call it firefly :) To those boy that dont know where to take your babe to , like seriously go there la. Romantic-ness i tell you. But it's so expensive -.- It's suppose to be Rm40 per boat , and perboat is 4 people , so isn't it is suppose to be RM10 per person? But they dont do it that wei ): They must want you to pay RM40 even though you wanted 2 person on one boat , rawrr. But i didnt paid x) Thank youuu , LOL xD so we went on the boat still , then yea la go see those stuff , not bad de :D

Urgh , pointless updates , at least i got update la. Want to read you read , dont want just fuck off -.- I dont nid you guys here anyway. Roflmao im just joking , i mean my friends only will read i guess? If you want to read them then read la. I am just wanting to un-private my this blog xD Haha , oh weel gues that's all , next post will be the pictures , if i got the mood. So toodles =)

lovemyybabbeee(:

so lazy to update -.-

2009-07-03T14:28:00.002+08:00

You wake up, it's raining and it's monday
Looks like one of those rough days
Time's up, you're late again, so get out the door
Sometimes you feel like running
Find a whole new life and jump in
Let go, get up and hit the dance floor
But when the lights go down it's the ending of the show
And you're feeling like you got nowhere to go
Don't you know

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

Your best friends, your little hometown
Are waiting up wherever you go now
You know you can always turn around
Cause this world is big and it's crazy
And this girl is thinking that maybe
This life is what some people dream about
Cause when I'm feeling down and I am all alone
I've always got a place where I can go
Cause I know

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

Where they know exactly who you are
Back home where the real you is the superstar
Back home, you know it's never too far away
Let me hear you say

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back
You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home
You'll always find your way back home
You'll always find your way back home

I am just lazy d; but i'll try to update (:

LiveForAnotherDay 208.

2009-06-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

Finally , after i got nothing to do , yesh , blog i turn to you to release my boredom. Lol , guess i shall update my readears as far as i can remember.

I dont even know when i last stop , oh yea about how god tend to make my life "fabulous" (: Okay , it was one fine day when out of a sudden god decided to summon a thunder *boom* goodbye modem ;) Then later , i decided to buy a new modem since it already bombed came back and fix , *boom* the card reader was boomed , that means it cannot detect my modem :) Ok then nevermind , so that day was a FRIDAY , i can remmember it clearly , discovered my bro's laptop can be used to go online , oh yeaa :) Set the laptop up , boom , there's a password there is when i say , i "loveee" you god :) Decided to call my brother to ask for the passwaord , yay he never bring his handphone :D Nevermind , so it was the idol challenge where the hitz.fm compare adam lambert and kris allen , and kris allen won , "THANK YOU" GOD :D i mean im being sarcastic ;) Ok bro came home , he opened the password , it couldnt connect :) waited for 15 minutes so that my bro finished showering and then when he came then it dc :D wowww la , i love you man god :)

Urgh , i know if you dont want to see me brag&rant just close it. Next , on wednesday , i aint no more , asst.membership director , i am now the membership director :) Muakakak , but most of my friend know what post i want , but it's okay , at least i aint no assistant at a form 5 *ahemahem* william we all know who ;) The noobie noobie , that thinks that he is so good that wants to be on the top but sadly no , he became an assistant , oh boohoo , LOL xD

And now , emo part again , this part is for my classmates ;

this following stuff would definietly spoil my relationship with you guys but if i dont mention it here i never know when will i mention it. When you all annoy me , sometimes its alright but when you are already not in the mood for playing this games , you guys then continue to annoy me , when i tend to yell or shout at you guys , or i tend to not be happy , sometimes you take it as a joke and continue annoying me and some of you just went to the corner and started gossiping. I never wanted to start a drama with any of you but sometimes i just couldnt take it. ou guys would be wondering why dont i just tell you guys? i dont hav to tell the world , for the fact that i dont hav the guts to do so , whenever i wanna tell you guys , i lose my guts of doing so. Can't read my , cant read my , no you cant read my poker face. This is the line i was mentioning , i am TIRED of putting on a poker face and smile with you guys even though no matter how annoyed i hav but i just dont wanna spoil this friendship thingy , but as tiem gone by , it gets worst , all i want is for you guys to pls control your annoying level , whether this will spoil our relationship or not , i dont care , but i am happy i did say what i want to say , so if any of you read this , if one day i burst and yell and never even talk to you guys , talk whatever you want , but that is the end limit.

Toodles .

LiveForAnotherDay 207.

2009-06-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

I finally get to come back online :) I will blog about everything on the next post , and pray i get a vp for my interact club , k? ;) LOL , i hope i get it , bye (:

LiveForAnotherDay 206.

2009-06-13T00:54:00.001+08:00

GOD PUSH ME ONE MORE TIME , AND I SWEAR TO YOU , I WILL DEFINIETLY BE ON YOUR DAMN SIDE =.=

will try to blog about how god test my patience to end , BYE! (anybody care to listen to my bragging? pls call me 012-****988 , and obviously only my friends are allowed to call , and of coz not poker face humans , bye!)

LiveForAnotherDay 205.

2009-06-09T23:48:00.003+08:00

Ohemgee , adam lambert frenzy striked me today , so i am gonna blog about him :)

Such a sad case he lost to kris allen -.- That fella is one heck of a lucky ass , but you know , maybe he deserve to win coz he wont get that boost if he lost not like my oh-so-gorgeous adam lambert ;x LOL xD Grrr i miss american idol ): And i recorded the finale and i hated it , why? Coz i always cry watching it :x

Ain't he like the gorgeous thing , LOL. I dont mind being gay , if he wants me *winks* LOL xD Oh yea , he just admitted he is a gay in rolling stone magazine ;

American Idol’s glamtastic runner-up Adam Lambert opens up in the next issue of Rolling Stone, speaking frankly about his sexuality, though he doesn’t think his revelation is particularly shocking.

“I don’t think it should be a surprise for anyone to hear that I’m gay,” Lambert says in the new issue of Rolling Stone, hitting newsstands this week. (Click here to check out exclusive video of his cover shoot).

The flamboyant Idol singer hits our cover and bares all, talking about his childhood (”I started to realize I wasn’t like every other boy,” he says), the drug-fueled Burning Man epiphany that led him to AI (”I realized that we all have our own power, and that whatever I wanted to do, I had to make happen,” he tells RS) and his run on the show (”I was like, ‘I’m going to glue rhinestones on my eyelids, bitch!’ “). And yes, he talks about his sexuality. “Right after the finale, I almost started talking about it to the reporters, but I thought, ‘I’m going to wait for Rolling Stone, that will be cooler,’ ” he tells us. “I didn’t want the Clay Aiken thing and the celebrity-magazine bullshit. I need to be able to explain myself in context.

“I’m proud of my sexuality,” Lambert adds. “I embrace it. It’s just another part of me.” Ultimately, however Lambert tells RS contributor Vanessa Grigoriadis that there are other parts of his life that he’s trying to keep front and center. “I’m trying to be a singer, not a civil rights leader,” he says.

It was that mission — and his Burning Man “psychedelic experience” — that lead him to Idol after years in musical theater. “I knew that it was my only shot to be taken seriously in the recording industry, because it’s fast and broad,” he tells RS. (See photos of Lambert’s remarkable American Idol run here.)

He details his experience on Idol, his true thoughts on winner Kris Allen and how his sexuality impacted his Idol run in our cover story, “Wild Idol: The Psychedelic Transformation and Sexual Liberation of Adam Lambert,” which hits newsstands this week.

So yea , like whatever so what if he is gay ? Aren't gay just humans too? Hmm? Roflmao , my cbox is so gonne be bombarded. Oh righty i want to go see battlefiled by jordin sparks video already , toodles :)

hey , menwhore , i wanna copy you ): No wait , i cant! Why , coz i have everything you have coz you copied me D:

LiveForAnotherDay 204.

2009-06-07T23:04:00.003+08:00

Lalalala , i dont even know why am i coming online now -.- Oh well , just to save my blog then d; You know im changing -.-

Urgh , i hate myself , i mean i hate the now me. I changed to much , sometiems , we tend to change , we tend to change and change , we just tend to change to someone that we dont know. We could even sometimes look into the mirror and not recognizing your self o.o I hate being so over-reacting sometimes , but come to think of it , i am trying to be understanding. But whatever.

I never understand the meaning shop till you drop , but today , my auntie and my cousin shopped , but they didnt drop xD Just like that my aunty bought a thousand worth of clothes @.@ And then another thousand for my baby cousin @.@ That's arleady two thousand , but i havent mention that she bought a few gown and dresses too o.o Crappy , LOL xD rich husband maaarr , what also can buy lo x)

That's why next time when we are born , pray nside the stomach , ohh make this be a rich papa and mama. Well it depends , sometimes being rich isnt that good afterall. Today , someone's baby are born , my mum congratulated her. In my heart , i just say congruatulations baby , you are entering hell. Sometimes this world is like hell , to much drama , to much bitchy stuff , to much negative stuff , it aint good fior the baby. But whatever it's not my kid.

I am just blgoging for fun , like seriously -.- Toodles :) Oh before i go , i got a question :

one day a magician appeared in your face. he then said , here i am giving you two doves , doves symbolise love and friendship , what i want you to do is keep one of the dove , the other , you shall give it to you friend , and you and that person will be friend forever.

Ok , the question is , i want you to sit on that chair and think , who are you gonna give

izit the person you always fight with , the person that you are very sure you are good friend with , the person that you said bff , or maybe best friend forever? Come on ask yuorself , you never get to answer that. Toodles :)

LiveForAnotherDay 203

2009-06-05T14:46:00.004+08:00

I am currently blogging in the dark -.- dumb ass light just poof of for some reason that i dont know , anyways hey =) May i warn you this blog is gonna be full of typo d;

Lalala , you know how much i hate copycats? You know , you use to do it this way and then when you see the rest of the world is like doing the same thing , you then decided , why dont i folo them since they are so in and cool. If you ask this copycatters they will then say , oh , no la i also not copying them just that i want it this way. Yea right -.- Years ago they use to say , for what they want to to put like that also not fun . Alrighty to make myself not sort of a "chicken" this fella decided to blog like how other ppl blog , lame ass , get your ground to stand la -.-

Next thing , there isnt any physics tuition tonite :D No nid to put on a poker face , oh holidays , dont end so fast ;( Holidays are like one more week D: Holidays dont like that ;/ I am so gonna miss the holidays . Thursday is lagoon day :D Oh darling xD Can't wait ! Oh dang , bad news -.- I nid to go addmaths by myself..But it's okay , no nid to wear anyhting xD I can be myself =)

Wakaka , pko dled finish. But i am getting kinda ~~bored~~ LOL xD fast isnt it ;x But hey , at least i get to fill in my time. Jigoku Shoujo is totally rocking my socks off. Weeee brothers home...Total random? Then dont read la -.- Yesh means L4D and i get to play hsi com , fill in my time muakaka xD. I just recieve a death call from interact club -.- I am like suppose to go and picked up can ring or else T.T Oh well , i'll try my best....Oh plus did i say i bombared my interview? Whatever .

Alright that is all , i guess...i am boring my readers off..that is if i have one -.- My counter thingy kaboomed , it resetted to one o.o Whatever , toodles :)

the person looking at the mirror tend to say , you inside the mirror are so lifeless

the person in the mirror tend to say , you outside the mirror needs to live with misery while i just reflect what you hav done .

Done.

2009-06-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

YOU WIN , I LOST , YOU HAPPY NOW , BYE!

LiveForAnotherDay 202.

2009-06-03T19:28:00.005+08:00

Lalala , 71% :D Oh yes , yes , i am playing pko , again xD Haha , i mean i am so damn bored and i hope my computer wont lag , that is all i hope right now -.- I hope after i download finish my computer wont lag like seroiously -.- My computer is like the noobest and the lousiest , but i dont wanna brag more , at least i hav a computer and some people dont , ehy?

72% , how i hope by the time i finish this post it donwloads finish already d; Oh i cant wait to play x) Ok sunway lagoon's date is already set :D Oh yeaaa ;) It is gonna be next week wednesday :D I can't wait to go there to yell my problems out at the top my lung , scream and scream , plus i am going with jakoons&baboons so i am so looking forward to it x)

Just watch enews , enews is like the only place for me to understand what is happening to the world , mine me i dont read the real news (real news means those TV3 at 8 and stuff like that -.-) i only watch enews :D If half of japan ppl die coz of an alien invasion , i dont really care ;) But if the alien came and take of beyonce's boobs , NOW THAT I CARE D: Laugh like crap. Oh actually what i wanna say is , sad case ;/ Adam Lambert is indeed gay D: He was with a man , but oh well , a person is happy then whatever la xD BTW I LIKED ADAM LAMBERT , GRRRR at at&t and also kris allen ;x

What the heck is wrong with msn -.- It isn't allowing me to sign in , it's alright , if i log into msn the donwlaoding will just get lag , so whatever ;) Oh jigoku shoujo rocks! Just that it gets rather annoying when the hell girl keeps repeating what she says and when she summon those petals out to ferry people to hell -.- But it's so cool , i wanna be her helper :D Those that help her to kill , i'll kill you first ( yes you know it's you taht is reading this very post (: ) But it's all just what i want , which i can never have , ehy? ;)

I always got billions to blog about , but once i sit in front of the computer i dont know waht to type -.- Alrighty , toodles! its 76% YAY XD

friends are just bubbly and helpful and cheerful and sometimes they do that just to make you happy (:

ps; this picture is just up there coz it has been a long time since i last talk to shiat hui ;/ oh well , take care (:

LiveForAnotherDay 201.

2009-06-02T16:21:00.005+08:00

Oh yeahhh , looking at the calender i sorta have anotehr week of holiday :D I dont wannt go to school la , damn tired to put on a poker face every 5 days a week. It is so tiring and lame and stupid and dumb -.- I am currently watching jigoku shoujo or maybe girl from hell d; I dont really watch anime but i am so into horror and stuff like that , legend or myth says that hell girl does exist so i got to much free time decided to watch lo.

Dang , accounts tuition again -.- Tuesday is like a torture for me , i love accounts alot and i use to love accounts tuition , not everyone left me alone there -.- Plus i got a exam tonite which i havent study yet -.- yes exam at tuition , funny huh? I also know -.- Grrr but i already did good grades in school :( And this tuition one is more difficult the dumb ass penyata kewangan , yawnnn....But i guess i wont skip -.- And i still dont know where to sit D: To sit in front again or maybe not , dont know la see first

Last nite as i went offline superb early coz basically coming online has nothing to do. After some lame drama-rama no one talked to me nor care about me nor ask me anything so whatever la , so i went offline went to the living room with my family. It has been a long time since i do this with my family , we all sitting together at the living room watching the TV , it's sad that my bro isnt around. So my dad , the joker , decided to laugh like a mad person and when my mum laugh it is impossible to not laugh xD So i laugh , well i laugh coz its hilarious , at the same time i get to drop those tears , ppl tot i laugh till i cry but i dont know whether i really did laugh until i cry or the pressure is just building up. But at the moment i dont care ;)

Rawwrrrr , sunway lagoon wei D: I really want to go there , i feel like going with my uncle and cousins this weekend but my mum said for what waste my uncle's money , true...Since i am already going but i havent get any news from ida & william yet -.- Oh well , ohm dont go away so fast , k? I promise and i'll try to keep my date updateed every day , okay d; Hahaha alrighty , toodles :)

sometimes whatever you see it's just illusion , illusion that you want to hav but you can never get.

how do you save something with an unwilling heart? so if no one is sincere then forget it.

LiveForAnotherDay 200.

2009-06-01T21:30:00.003+08:00

See what i meant about what goes around comes around? Basically it meant , do not to others to do not to yourself , if you dont want anything bad happening to you , never do bad to people. I decided to boikot someone last time , and look , now i am getting boikot , so whatever goes around comes around is proven , eyh?

But you know , i dont wanna mention any emo stuff. Some humans will say , so over reaccting , blah blah blah , your single comment dont mean anything anymore. I was so sad hearing wahtever you got to say about me , and i am so over it. So let's talk about happy stuff , wait there aint any happy stuff -.- But it's okay , i sorta win some money in poker but then i lost it again LOL xD

Basically , whatever happens in the future i wont know. I am so happy its holidays , i get to sleep sleep sleep , i dont hav to worry about anything much , i enjoy the holidays , i hope holidays never end despite how bored i am , it's better then go to school and "put on a poker face" like william say and live my life. There are many ppl i hate in school but i just tend to smile at them no matter how much i hate them. Two-face much but i dont care

On that very moment , flashes of my friends face appeared in my mind. But who cares (; You dont wanna know. Grrrr , i still havent recieve any news about going to sunway lagoon ): No one has decided a date yet which i am now having the ohm of going , i am so afraid i would lose the ohm again d; Urgh , i got nothing much to blog already it is so damn boring -.- Toodles :)

can't read my , can't read my no you can't read my poker face .

you know , i aint gonna beg , like whatever , friends dont do stuff likes that.

LiveForAnotherDay 199.

2009-05-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

Having a super big dilemma whether to go to tuition or not. Accounts tuition is literally ~~boring~~ everyone ditched me for the saturday tuition , some , would rather just let me rot by myself there . I know , i know , go on laughing , im friendless -.-

Tomorrow's interact club's post interview -.- I am shooo afraid right now for the fact that i know how to sing the song but i dont know how to do the pledge -.- Plus i am afraid i wouldn't get any post this time :( Ok , to be frank to anyone that reads my blog , i am going for vice president tomorrow , i don't know whether will i get it or even though i get it will someone go against me and eventually no one votes for me . I am sho concern. Ok i ADMIT , i am so begging for votes d; For those that love me and likes me , VOTE OKAY OKAY :D for those that hate me , dont go voting for other ppl coz you hate me -.- But you know , whatever , at least i am not gonna be asst. anymore :) *coughcough*

Plus i am mostly not going to school d; I'll go after school for the interview only -.- Bored much but oh well. I mingled around facebook lately , since the whole world has fallen in love with it for some reason. I don't play restaurant city -.- Well , at first i wanted to play the poker thingy , but i cant find the application , laugh all you want , i dont care ;) Love me hate me say what you want about me :)

Other then that -.- dont be shock when you see this , i dont use facebook at all -.-

I literally dont touch it all -.- Other request i dont even know waht is that. Oh weel i guess i better go memorize my stuff , toodles :)

i don't know why the grudge is on you , maybe it's coz of your attitude.

LiveForAnotherDay 118.

2009-05-23T23:11:00.004+08:00

It's basically 11.11PM right now , and no i am so not in the mood for sleeping YET . Well , i said i will update my blog , and yes , i am doing it right now (:

Went out with my friends to one utama to see Angels&Demons , or whatever is the name of the movie. Went with , michelle , ida , amelia , foong teng , and william. Fiona & Xing Yao literally ditch us d; Well we went there and then take lunch at gardens (: A nice place to dine man :)

Before going into the cinema , we went to bowl. Literally , i thought iw as the worst , actually it was michelle d; But coz of time crisis and bad time planning , we all ditched the bowling place when we still got probably 6 more time to bowl D: wasted much , but coz of our bad timing can't really blame anybody. Oh yea not to forget , saw Kerrrrk Chew Yee and Amelia Siah there oh yea not forgetting , my babe , JUSTIN LEONG :D Plus melia's boyfriend ;) The movie was not bad , just fantastic , but even better if they hav subtitle ;x

Oh yea , before that , me and william bitched about that arse yesterday. Unbeliveable man. I mean serve you right , LOL xD I mean , not being even , but if i am still your friend , i would also say dai sei . Give you something just take it la , somemore want to like that your problem la , nothing concerning me , eh ? ;) Oh yea , plus your tears worth nothing , they are just pure shits :) And also , please look around and count how many people that doesn't like you , no wait that's hard , why dont you count how many ppl that LIKES YOU (:

American Idol -.- Sad case adam lambert lost , and to those homopobics out there , if you dont support adam coz he is possibly gay , screw yourself :) gays are humans to. Oh i lovee the results show , i love allison and cyndi laupher's time after time :) And i definietly love how kara teach that stupid ass bikini girl which already lost at her very first note -.- Liek waht the fuck -.- Kara , teach that bitch a lesson xD

Alrighty , quite a long update but you know , it worthless , im losing reader , FAST xD But i dont care , i dont nid readers. No one needs to care anyway d; Alrighty , toodles :)

menwhore , go on crying to M15 , M15 is already MINE :)

Guess you better go and get your armor , coz i really dont know waht are we fighting for .

2009-05-21T18:23:00.001+08:00

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh oh oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like
Why does love always feel like
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for

haha definietly an update , just later x) Anywya please give a listen to this song , Battlefield - Jordin Sparks , those are the lyrics , sing along la xD Update later , and guess you all know adam lambert lost ;/

LiveForAnotherDay 117.

2009-05-16T19:40:00.003+08:00

It's the time where i come back just to save my damn blog , resurrect it from the dead , im not letting it turn into any cute zombies from L4D , LOLL xD

Anyhoo , exam's are so not done yet , and i am so not suppose to come online. So i act like it's over , after all to me it's already over xD What we left were accounts and some paper 1 do to. And literally , it's soooo time wasting for putting some crappy perhimpunan -.- Yay woman's and man's dont you know wee are having exam here , e-x-a-m , which i know you teacher were so fun torturing us seeing us rot in our sits and yell at us , "HEY DONT TALK!" or try anyway to make the student that you dont like seem like he or she is cheating , i know it's fun , but we are suffering , rawrrr -.-

Talking about fairness , Nothing is fair , ehy? Who cares , crappy lame exam ): Oh what's lame , friday paper , they hav to literally put the 2 rubbish paper at the end , siviks and pjk -.-Yea mroe of the , hey dont talk thingy its gonna happen coz being in 4 dahlia , it's just shoo funny xD I really love my class , but there are just to much drama's always i mean . I am super bored right now and i don't know what to do -.- American Idol :D Shocker man -.- Kriss Allen and Adam Lambert , sad case for danny gorkey , but i dont care , i hated danny all the while , LOL xD

Hmm you know seriously boredness -.- Oh wanna see something that happen when i onlined during exams? Look at this ,

Available(5)

HAHAHA , it's worst then coming online at 3 AM. at least there is about 7 ppl , now it's only 5 xD Lameness strieks me , oh wanna know how bout now when everyone treats exam is over? Available (32) , Humans d; So i am not the only one that come online even though exam is not over x) Oh yea teyona won :D Ignore me .- Im too bored to stay here , Toodles :D

seriously , if you think this love game is serious , then play this love game yourself , im just out to hav fun :)

Darn -.-

2009-05-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

Urgh exams , ill update it after everyhting is over , and mostly its about american idol d; BYE :D

LiveForAnotherDay 116.

2009-04-24T12:24:00.003+08:00

Sigh , cried a bucket wathcing desperate housewives -.- The one where edie died ): And many ppl should know edie is the whore of the show d; Sad case , cried a bucket.

I finally bought season1 and 2 of it , and by the end of the day , after wathcing quite a few chapters , i learnt that desperate housewife teaches you stuff to survive , it is the fact that you will never know they are tellign you , sad , dont wanna talk about it.

Woosh , lack of updates lately , getting bored of updating my blog , my readers are all running away~but who cares , no one reads it , except THOSE readers , HAHAHA xD school is great now of this days , less drama is happening , but i dont want any to happen. Finally finish the god damn shit ass moral project which reaped everyone time off , and i finally got over it :D And then there is , 2 weeks or 3 weeks from now , the day where everyone would finally get over with exam :D

Annoying exam -.- But who cares~ Once it's over , k-session is on d; Right guys ;) HAHAH XD cant wait to scream and yell like holligans after the mike , look like some idiotic bombastic ass but i dont care ;) It's time to hav fun x) I practically havent started studying and im already up to all thsi stuff. Basically i cant wait xD

Urgh , im not keeping up with chemistry in school ); The only thing i can do is acccounts . Mayge a little addmathjs , the rest...into the river ): Yes i mean including english D: Gahhh , help me , pls? Oh yea , interact club...Some of you shud hear me bragging about someone is being a bitch in it , but i dont care , you know interact club use to gimme the fire , but now...i dont know -.- But i will be active , i hope d; Ok i will xD (some interact humans shud be reading this :x)

Practically a kinda short update , but always i got lots of stuff to type , but when i stare into the computer , i got lost , i dont know waht to type :/ oh well next time i will write it in a paper first then d; Ok byebye:D No wait i forgot , i use to say toodles :) xD

btw there are some lines that actually caught my attention in desperate housewives , and they are all by edie :')

Appreciate your own life like other people don't , you will never know when your life would be over.

When you are againsting somehting , be strong , if not , nothing would be strong.

When something gives you hell you make sure it is heaven.

Everyone has a desperate moment , but when you manage to get through it , you will know taht is how strong you were.

i would do anything for the person i love , and even though it hurts my heart , my son would get a better life , and i know he would be angry at me , but i dont care.

bye :)

"as i stare at wisteria lane for the last time , and as my friends scattered me on the grass that i use to walk on , near the rose that i use to admire , the walkway which i use to gossip and the trees i use to get shade under.As i see it for the last time , that is when i let go , coz you will only die in peace only if you know you hav lived enough," edie britt

Edie Brit , RIP :')

STUPID MORAL!

2009-04-14T17:20:00.000+08:00

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LiveForAnotherDay 115.

2009-04-10T16:04:00.002+08:00

*stones in front of computer* Basically i am just bored -.- Seirosuly , and they say getting an internet gives you fun -.- Like wat the fuck , there is no diffrence , no wait going to sleep is much better by just stoning -.- Guess this blog is dusty , i gotta update it.

Basically i hav already kept it to update this damn blog ever weekends. Woottt those endless sleeping till god-knows-what-time sleeping is here :D Ohmygod D: waited for days -.- School is just the biggest torture you can ever go to , escpacially seeing ppl that you dont want to , and im not afraid to type the name MENWHORE :) Basically menwhore wanted to cari pasal today -.- Urgh i lazy to fight with you la , pls la look at yourself first ok? And If You Seek Amy is so not for you , maybe for you it shud be , why dont you go eat shit :)

Bloody , tomorrow nid to collect can rings D: And basically , sorry interact club but , dont we hav more then enough? -.- Why do you still want us that has no time to go round colelcting can ring to collect? Urgh , whatever la -.- Basically im just doing this for a post next year -.- You know , wahtever forget about it , i dont want itneract humans to bomb my blog kao kao xD So forget about it~ Moving on...

Today was bombafied day -.- Eating in class is a big offend , i learn that today -.- Sorry to those 5 that kena the surat amaran , sorry ): I tried defending you guys , i really did , but that teacher just wouldnt let us slip~Pray tat she never giv that paper la hmm ;/ And to some , urgh you knw , whatever la , basically just that they dont know how to spell the words f-r-i-e-n-d-s , seriously no joke! First to take first to run , first to ditch first to bitch! Acting as though we are the one we force it , like ok , whatever , idc (: You wanna do like that pasal you , no friends itu pun pasal you :D

Ok whatever im tired of blgoging -.- Toodles :)

i feel bad but you should feel WORST!

D:

2009-04-05T19:48:00.001+08:00

Shit school tomorrow ); It better god damn rain heavily today x) Tomorrow no assembly , pleaseee :D Hahha , stupis school , byes :)

you know , i tot that we were be friends forever and i found out you are not diffrent from him anyway , i know you are tired of our friendship and so you know , im tired of yours too , go on telling whatever you want i dont care :)

Eng Foong Teng Is Now Officially 16<3

2009-04-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

Tengg<3

Hahha x) I remember the first time you step into 1 cempaka x)

We didnt even knew we were cousin d;

We were friends , but no close AT ALL -.-

Then form 2 comes , diffrent class but same gang of humans we mix with :D

Not that bad d; But still ain't close D:

Then form 3 :D Same class and this tiem CLOSE :D love it (:

How bout form 4? We became goodfriends :D But we know we arent friends , we are great cousins :)

Alrighty , this is where all the real cheesy part starts x)We knew each other in form 1 and when our parents told us that we are cousins , i said that i will never hav a cousin like you , whcih i totally dont mean it ok d; Ngeh x) Haha form 2 lagi tak cakap banyak , form 3 yesh , we get to know each other much m,uch better , form 4 and there we are now :) I am not repeating what i said on top , this is much cheesier. I love you to bits, you were there sharing all my secrets when i was kinda down , you find ways to cheer me up , when i dont wanna do my homework you would throw it to me so that i can just copy it , you endure the fact that we always critize you in a very insulting and bad bad way , you take it and forget it , which i totally like :D Ohmygod , not enuf cheesy in my opining , im adding more cheese on it , hehe x) You were there when i bitched about some bastard and whores , even though you dont wanna bitch about that person all because of me you would just do it , sorry ;/ But im glad that we make it in the same class , and we were even closer , i wanted to go over to your house just now but my dad wouldn let ): Haha , i really dont know what to type anymore :) I really hope you see this post , its totally dedicated for you

Not forgetting this post was excatly post at 12.00AM 5/4/2009.

Happy sweet sixteen my darling cousin :D

gab:you know , friendships isnt meant to last long , not at all!

saywei:oh yeaa , then when do ours end?

gab:after form5.

saywei:hmm true...teng when do ours end?*pauses*no wait cousinship

never ends :')

awwww that line just move my heart x) Love you to bits! Happy Sweet Sixteen Foong Teng :D

Phew..

2009-03-31T16:29:00.001+08:00

Woot manage to change my layout without losing my stuff after trying billions of time :D Lol i will choose a better layout since i know how to do it the right way now d; Lol needda sleep ): Tonite bloody tuition D: Byeee :)

LiveForAnotherDay 114.

2009-03-30T17:32:00.000+08:00

Guess my mummy will see this post so , hi mummy x) Loll xD All thanks to my ohh so smart brother who decided do tell the whoel world that i own a blog , and then force me to give my link away -.- Oh well :)

School was freaky today -.- Urgh :/ It started out with a wish come true , NO ASSEMBLY :D Oh yea , one period in class making noise like nobody's buisness d; Haha , when there is no assembly , i'm so happy , no nid to line up and can sleep and make noise in class d; So after the free period , english , torture as usual -.- Well not torture la , here that lady screaming and schreeching at the top of her voice make me go gugugaga -.- Urgh , physics , NOW THIS IS TORTURE -.- Speechless.

Recess was always normal , even though today the stupid hopeless ~~fucked~~ up uncle go mocking me with hokkien words which i clearly understand but i said , oi uncle you cakap apa , and ran away , l-m-a-o xD Haha , screw tat part , it's lame -.- Went back to class for accounts :D We finally did a full set for accounts x) Let me remember , err....write in the buku catatan pertama , transfer ke lejar , and do imbangan duga , or also known as Trial Balance , oh my mummy would be proud seeing me writing this in my blog ;x , Lol hi mummy , HAHA xD Then after that , Fook Lee bugged all of us for a saying ghost story session which totally scare the hell out of us -.- The fan was making noise but as we speak it gets quiet and qiet and quiet , and then when we stopped talking , it make the stupid noise again -.- Freaky eh :/ Urghh...

Came home , eat , do homeworks , sleep and ta-da blogging for you readers , which out of a sudden pops out from anywhere , at least i have readers :D Lol xD Haha x) And if you guys would notice i touched-up my header piccture , dont you notice? No , fine -.- Alrighty , gtg , toodles :D

i love the old 4dahlia again and im glad it is back to normal :)

LiveForAnotherDay 113.

2009-03-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

And here comes , the weeks that i love , the weekends d; Lol it just means , endless sleeping :D But how about this weekend? I doubt the part where i said "endless sleeping" -.- Urgh , i guess its kinda jam pack for my weekends.

Tomorrow , which is the Saturday :) Going to Catholic School's IU day , o.0 I don't know whether will it be fun , but being a good interactor d; I decided to go mingle around :) Going with , Amelia Ng , Xing Yao , Asyraf , which those are the so far i know , about the rest , i don't know , all i know chiasing wanted to go , but she hav to go for her prefect camp , boohoo :( But i hear pn.teh would be there o.0 Oh whatever la :) Anyhoo i dont even know whether im going or not , i havent recieve any words from amelia :S

Ok that is saturday , what bout bloody sunday? Ok , i dont know what we are suppose to do , but all the chinese or buddist? I dont know -.- Is suppose to go for prayers , pai san , is what they call , that means pray land? d; Lol direct translation la , pray your ancestors by that i mean x) So i'm suppose to wake up at 6 ;S Ohmygod -.- Maybe i shouldn't go? But it isnt respectful AT ALL -.- So considering la d; Hehe..

On the 5th of april 1993 , a beautiful ~~flat~~ bitch was born , therefore , on the 5th of april 2009 , this still ~~flat~~ bitch will be her 16th birthday :) Unfortunately , like i said those pai san thingy force us to postpone our celebration for her , my cawa mushi ): Is that how you spell it o.0 But anything la x) Hahaha , no worries we will still celebrate but we will find one good day la hmm ;)

Alrighty , i can see american idol yelling for me already , lmao xD I got to go to watch it , grrr stupid physics tuition tonite D: Toodles :)

you know , i'm speechless , and i learn it from you :)

being emo means being lack of attention , in a maths equation , emo=you :)

ohmygod , someone just took my post as an angel D:

):

2009-03-22T22:09:00.001+08:00

ohemgee school tomorrow D: nites ):

Long Shot.

2009-03-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

I felt it
The wire touched my neck and
Then someone pulled it tighter
I never saw it coming
I started to black out and
Then someone said good morning
I took it as a warning
I should have seen it coming
So now Ill take a chance on
This thing we may have started
Intentional or not I
Dont think we saw it coming
Its all adding up to something
That asks of some involvement
That asks for a commitment
I think I see it coming
If we step out of that limb

My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Whys everything gotta be so intense with me
Im trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

Its a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that Ill regret it
Its a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it there's no chance
Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot

I realize that there is all this doubting
Things we're both scared about that
Well never see 'em coming
Throw caution to the wind and
Well see which way it's blowing
And to this fully knowing
Well never see it coming
'Til it's much too close to stop

My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Whys everything gotta be so intense with me
Im trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

Its a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that Ill regret it
Its a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it there's no chance
Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot

Oh I waited for fact to come of fiction
And you fit my description
I never saw you coming
But we'll make it

It's a long shot but I say why not  
If I say forget it  I know that I'll regret it  
It's a long shot just to beat these odds  
The chance is we won't make it  
But I know if I don't take it there's no chance, no chance
'Cause you're the best I got  

It's a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that I'll regret it (so take a long shot) 
It's a long shot just to beat these odds  
The chance is we won't make it 
But I know if I don't take it (you didn't expect this)

It's a long shot but I say why not (oh you never saw me coming) 
If I say forget it  I know that I'll regret it (you didn't expect this) 
It's a long shot just to beat these odds (oh you never saw me coming)
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it

LiveForAnotherDay 112.

2009-03-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

I decided to update my blog , coz im feeling bored . Roflmao , i listened to long shit for the 11th time in a row xD It isn't boring , for somehow? I cant download tjhe damn song , nobody wants to send it to me too -.- So how force to listen on youtube. bloody -.-

After crying a bucket last night , i woke up at 9.30 to get ready for a trip to precious home , which i went there last year , and i can remmeber those ppl saying that they will go again next year which is this year but they didnt , you know who you are you lame shits xD Ngeh , went home at 12 to go to nottingham once again , the enviroment there are so normal , but its fucking hot thats all -.-

Ohemgee , 12th times listneing to long shot -.- i still cant remember the lyrics anyway xD I only the the wire touch my necking? Or something like that , lolll xD and the chorus goes like , and its a longg shot blah blah blah x) I shall learn the song o.0 Hehe xD Anyhoo came back went to cut my hair , and back home for coming to online .

I feel very....bored right now , i dont feel bored , i feel , i feel , errr i feel......i dont know -.- i feel like crying but i feel like whatever and then i feel like shouting but then i feel like laughing , LOLLLL the point of being emotionless d; No wait this isnt being emotionless this is being to-much-of-emotion. I actually know it would hurt i didint know it would be this pain , thats all , but i tried my best to give all i can , if they think im not giving enuf , then whatever la ,

William Tang Wei Lian.

2009-03-20T12:07:00.000+08:00

Sorry lo dai lou william ): I know , i know , you are pissed at us for ditching you again , but but after all you said you want to play it alone so , ok... Ok anyway , im not here to say anything bad okk? Hahaha , how i prayy you do read this post x) Oh righty , this will be one heck of a post , william remove your lens or it will definietly dry up d;

We were friends when we were in form 1 , how we be friends? in a VERRRYYYY weird way , i remember how Pn.Moonalisa or however you spell her name coz i cant relaly remember ask us to read the maly novel book , so i being the 1st-week-goodboy brought all the books d; So eventually you and chunkeat shared with me chanchuan , sanjiv , and derrick (:

After that we were switch to the back , you guys were sitting in front of huey wern , and thats when all the excitement started xD We knew each otehr better and better and better till it was holiday and when i was with the bastard *winks only we know who ;)* you told me to becareful not to be too close or either you will end up BAD! Me being the stupid didnt decided to listen and bump my head like a shitface d;

Then form 2 , no longer same class , we hardly talk , at all :) After that , thank god that you decided to play dota with us online :D So we manage to talk agian , LOLL xD So we talk talk talk , even though we werent close , at least we still talk right , nothing much bout form2. Then there is form 3 :D Now we got closer , why? Coz we know the same ppl together ;) Fiona , jin chuen , xing yao , jia wen , so we nbump to each other and talk crap , even online we talkk moreeeeeeee craps :D So i am glad , at the end we prayed & hope we ended up in the same class
And we really did :D With flat flat d; Okiee , so we were glad , happy over excited!

First day of chool , we were hoping to be in the same , adn we did :D Me , you, gabriel , foong teng. We were begging like hell we ended up the same , and we did , blesssing :) Alrighty , we sit at the back gossips LOTS :D I make you gaga at 12 d; Remember that only i can make you x) And when i was at the mosttt bottom , that time , remember? You were there , you even drag fui swen along -.- But anyhooo , you cared for me ;')

And to sum it all up , i know you hate me ALOT right now , butt , i dont hate you , and the line where you said , dont appriciate me as a friend is the same like you just poke a knife right through my heart , you know , you are the MOSTT friend that i appriciate besided of gabriel ,fiona ,foong teng ,amelia siah. If any of you were to say taht the feeling would be the same, im sorry , im sorry , im sorry , forgive me or not , your choice. But rememerb you said you would forgive everyone besided menwhore d; Bye william :)

even though in this picture , we were all not perfect , but i love this picture , coz we are all in it :')

LiveForAnotherDay 111.

2009-03-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

Guess i really should update my blog since that smart ass fella doesnt want me to send my pictures over , p-f-f-t! You know who you are , you super ass who says that we are taking scandalous and sex scandal pictures , LOLL xD

Btw , i loved american idol d; Hahaha , you know what , kris allen is super cute -.- which is turning me gay every them i see him , LOLL xD Every once and then , i will just stare at a cute guy d; Hahah but not last years american idol -.- they are all super ugly , and by that it includes david cook -.- Hahaha , okayyy , let's jsut skip american idol , taht show is making me crazier over it and i cant wait for tomorrow results when everyone is delivering a uber fantastic performance o.o Oh well , whatever ;)

Oh righty , went out on a sunday :D Fantastic performance mostly by me , ida , william , yong yi , and amelia ng. The rest mostly just sit and dont dance and never deliver a fantastic performance d; *coughfiona,justin,foongtengcough* Hhahaa , ok whatever d; Guess there are going to be bombards at my cbox , where as for michelle xD She was just singing but wasnt giving a good performance so she dont lie on any place HAHAH xD Roflmao , we went for karaoke , bombastic x) Fun fun , super fun , and i told william the night b4 i would be damn shy shy d; But eventually i wasnt x) So it was fun :D

Lunch at shabu shabu was even fantastic , dinner at ittalianeis? Or whatever you spell it -.- Some problem definiely apperead but who cares , LOL xD Ended up at teng's house , chatted a bomb with william and foong teng , love them to bits , and i just found out actually gabriel do cares about me ;/ Sorry for whatever i have done do you kkk , what are friends for anyway :)

Alrighty , kip this post short , and if there are pictures , ill post them up next , tq readers for reading , and by "readers" i only mean william and chia sing who actually reads my blog , LOLL xD

its bad cause i still love you;/

(stupid time thingy -.-)

best picture from ida's cam d;

Waiting d:

2009-03-13T15:25:00.001+08:00

I WILL GET THIS BLOG UPDATED , SERIOUSLY , I WILL xD

LiveForAnotherDay 110.

2009-03-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

Life isn't giving me what want , life is being a big bitch to me , and i dont know what i really want at this god damn freaking moment. I feel like giving up like seirously , im tired , im tired , im tired & i really give up , life isnt something that i always appreciate , im just waiting for 2012 to come and when the world comes to an end i wanna know where am i going to live and if i do vanish it is even better then to stay in this god damn world.

LiveForAnotherDay 109.

2009-02-28T05:58:00.000+08:00

Pfft , wat the fuck is wrong with my life -.- Everything looks , wrong -.- Well except something that isnt wrong xD i hav my kawan baiks :) And of coz the menwhore is now living in the mars world without anybody's attention , LOLLL , he deserve it and yes im here to justify he know about it (i guess) i hope he do , cut the two face thingy -.-

This is so unbeliveable , the video to the freaking desperate housewife has been god damn remove -.- like w-t-f , so i only got 2 option , skip that episode (which is so dumb coz i wont know whats happening) or dont watch it at all (then it will be fucking boring) Oh nigga balls -.- Lol im glad im up-to-date-ing my blog :D Many ppl isnt updating lately , form 4 life , hectic , blah blah blah , heyy but it isnt an excuse , its the fact LOLL xD You know im enough of complaining that i hav no readers d: I know i have 1 Mr.William Tang my name in his link which is super eye catching always forces him to click on my name and see my this blog :D So maybe i have only one reader d:

How's school today? Fine , fine :) It started out with BM monthly test , which finally turn to a Bm exercise -.- Like wtf , everyone is asking teacher question and she answer's every single of it , ppl were talking and she dont even fucking care , test papers were pass here and there and she dont even bother -.- Then it's PJK :D Found out that the ixorian's never had thier PJ , nigga balls -.- Cant wait for someone to whine agian :) But since they got no pj so no whine-ing , boohoo. Luckcily we got :D I manage to hit the ball d: Loll xD Proud of myself xDxD

Woott , trip to emily dickson is coming true :) I dont know whether it will be on or not , im praying really hard . I decided not to ask , coz as long as dia punya kawan knows , he will knows , so if he is super smart , he would just back off or else if he go , he can talk to himself , who cares about him anyway ;x What is happening to us is just a mirror of what he hav done so far , i dont wanna comment much de , feel like chopping once i talk about it. Moral test , nigga balls -.- Screwed eveything , dont wanna care de.

Urgh , now what should i do , im fucking bored D: Guess i will go sing my songs~ Lallala~ Toodles :)

someday i will find the light , and someday we will see the light together (:

without your love im homeless :)

Fifteen - Taylor Swift :)

2009-02-26T09:03:00.000+08:00

You take a deep breath and walk through the doors. It's the morning of your very first day.
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while. Try and stay out of everybody's way.
It's your freshmen year and you're gonna be here for the next four years in this town. Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say you know I haven't seen you around, before.

{{Chorus}}

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you that they love you you're gonna believe them and when you're fifteen, feeling like there's nothing to figure out well count to ten, take it in this is life before you know who you're gonna be fifteen.

You sit in class next to a redhead girl named Abigail and soon enough you're best friends laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool. We'll be out of here as soon as we can and then you're on you're way.

First date and he's got a car and you're feeling like flying and you're moma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one and you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends...when the night ends.

{{Chorus}}

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you that they love you you're gonna believe them and when you're fifteen, feeling like there's nothing to figure out well count to ten, take it in this is life before you know who you're gonna be fifteen.

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you you're gonna believe them when you're fifteen and your first kiss makes your head spin 'round but in your life you'll do things greater than dating a boy on the football team...but I didn't know that at fifteen.

When all you wanted was to be wanted wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now.

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger dreams of mine and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind and we both cried

{{Chorus}}

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you that they love you you're gonna believe them and when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall. I've found time can heal most anything and you just might find who you're supposed to be. I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen.

la la la la la...la la la la la...la la la la la

Your very first day take a deep breath girl take a deep breath as your walk through the doors.

and to sum it all up i was just desperate at fifteen , so you can walk through that door and fuck off my life :)

LiveForAnotherDay 108.

2009-02-26T08:50:00.000+08:00

Woohoo the fucking connection is finally back to the normal god damn connection :) Lol desperate housewife , your number 1 fan has return d: So since it's loading i shall blog :D And today is gossip day LOLL xD

It started out with accounts -.- oh nigga , i screwed up the lejar -.- How do you fucking pindah your damn jurnal to lejar D: Nigga , i shouldnt hav skip so much of school , this is fucking retarded :( Anything la , monthly test only , aye? Try harder during my mid term. Hmm , it was something after that , what was the subject again o.o Ohh i remember , noob shit addmaths -.- Fucking teacher making me piss as days goes by man! Urgh , i hav vowed to be a goodboy so i decided to do all my homeworks d: LOLL xD by "do" i mean "copy , ngeh x)

Recess came , i didnt wanna go down , bored enuf to sit there stoning and not doing anything , why dont i use my time to "do" my moral work since im so terrified by Pn.Mariati -.- Gossip , gossip , do , do then after that bell ring , moral time -.- Sienness , copy latihan saja @.@ After that gossip gossip , sejarah comes boring speech by Mr.Ravi xP And then we go to APD room :D

Gossip ALOT there ^^ we bitch about some sluts , bitch about the whore , bitch about last last time , and to find the root of who the god damn started all the stupid lame shits arguement , we found out its the menwhore (: Loll xD I knew it long time ago , but it takes time to convince them HAHAH xD Just joking :D Love bitching session , cant wait for bitching night to come :) But i dont know whether it is on or not , better find some way to MAKE SURE its on ;D

After that stay back for interact bod meeting , i dont know what i gain but anything la -.- Ohmygod i dced and there goes desperate housewife , BORINGGGGGG! oh well , i sure say the last sentence , stay back , gossip with jin chuen , chow off home , eat , blog , and now sleep :) Toodles xD

men whore knows about it ,

who cares if he knows about it ,

its better this way ,

drop the two face act ,

what goes around comes around ,

remebmber what you did to us ,

and now it happens to you ,

you fucking deserve every single thing that is thrown at you .

LiveForAnotherDay 107.

2009-02-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

Pfft , desperate housewife should be crying right now coz they just lost a god damn diehard fan of it! Fuck it! I can't freaking load the damn thingy , it has been a week since i try , i mean A WEEK . Like omfgbbq la -.- You know lets jsut put this shit aside , im tired of loading it -.-

Weird , my brother isnt back yet -.- Hmm hope he pass his driving test so that he can drive me around , ANYWAY , school rocks :D I love love love loveeee my class ^^ Well many ppl dont like thier class , im glad i like mine :) No bitches nor sluts , no bogus whores , or "menwhores" *wink* xD So glad im not in the same class as them or else i will completely boom my class -.-

Clicking on fui swen's blog remind me of the time i had in 3 angsana. Up's and down's , left and right , i am so glad i make it through , 3 angsana gives me bad memories compare to fantastic memories :) I am not really keen of talking what happen in form 3 , i just hate the class , where as the classmates , not that bad la? I don't know , dont think so anything is bad x) I am glad fui swen kept me hanging on that class , like seriously , i get tired everytime , luckily fui swen was there to listen or else , im dead , so screwed , then there is amelia siah :D Roflmao , dont want to cungkil-cungkil old stuff out and talk la , sien :x

Urgh , so bored -.- Today i hav my mod maths test , and now i know where to i stand , what is my standard. I have been skipping class to much , i literally stare at my mod maths paper and just stone there , dont know waht to write , just stuck there looking at it as in it is in bahasa arab -.- So what do i expect to get? less then 2o -.- Okay anything , how bout add maths? Urghh killing me much -.- I somehow really freaking hate Pn.Zakiyah , she aims a student -.- I wanna ask her question then she say ohh i tot you are oh so smart -.- Like wtf? If i am the oh-so-smart , who wants to look at you la -.- Anything , dulan.

School's sorta awesome today :) It started with sejarah which turn into a really boring class -.- Sivics , recess , mod maths , add maths , chemistry , OHHH chemistry :D Pn.Lee is still teaching us ;D God knows how long will she be teaching but who cares , learn as much as i can as she is here , when the cheong li na comes back im 100% sure i wont understasnd anyhting -.- she ask us , whats the best way to kill your enemy? to be thier friend o.o haha , okayyy , very funny . Anything , you know then i think what would i do to torture the "menwhore" , well first , ill strip him , ill put him there put him blind fold , slice by slice ill cut his nice ~~cute~~ dick and feed it to the dogs. Then ill pluck his eyeball and pour salt inside his eyes ^^ And and there are more to do just that i dont know it yet , LOLL xD

*bell rings* Whoosh bro's back , LOL he failed d: Oh well , say goodbye shopping ;) Hahaha , guess i am super bored right now , shall go to sleep T.T Toodles :)

joke of the day ; Gabriel Wong : Oh , i know im so muscular (roflmao xD)

another one

Foong Teng : Stop humping my table la!
Gabriel Wong : I didn't is your table hump me , he can't resist my sexyness

LOLLL very funny gabriel -.- Toodles :D

LiveForAnotherDay 106.

2009-02-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

I just hate every single subjects as days goes by -.- Like seriously , jus got back from physics tuition which is a total ass for me -.- You know i never know i hate physics this much ,
especially when both of my teacher are asses -.- I freaking hate that god damn subject , or maybe i really do hate chemistry more. God cares about what i hate more , every subject sucks anyway :)

Lol sometimes i just wonder how can a person blog even though thier english could be really flush down the drain , i mean your english dont hav to be sooo perfect -.- but it is really retarded if your english is so senget-ed . I mean you dont hav to be perfect but just you know , make the sentence sounds good , not so retarded , who cares the person that blog is retarded too then d:

Haha , once again i sooo feel like talking about being two face :) Ngeh , i dont even know how a person could just turn 360 degree and talk to you as if they still like you , come on face the fact , you hate someone , someone hate you . Wanna use the term of add maths to say it? Lol i shall since im so bored d:

let x = you
let y = someone

x hates y
and y hates x.
therefore x and y hates each other
BUT
x could still be friend and talk to y
and y too the same.

lol wat the fuck d: I just loveee add maths x) Ok stop talking craps . Basically i am just blogging to kill my time -.- I hav been stoning at this com for a long time and god dammit my desperate housewife is preciously raping all my time -.- Urgh , i giv up loading that damn movie , fucked up i loaded since on wednesday and it never even load , i tried more then once -.- Annoying much.

Pj was awesome today , we did softball. Even though i didnt get to hit the ball d: But i saw david making a home run , enuf for me alreayd :) I mean we would feel great hittign the ball and run , but if you cant do it then so what? We are still a rockstar , right? xD Ngeh , i wanna do pitching next week , if i hav the chance? I dont know i shall tell them to gimme try , will they let me? God knows , oh well :)

Hmm , i just told amelia ng taht im glad we are in the same class , i sadi thank god we are in the same class , so is michelle , i mean for the past few years , we hav been close but not as close as now , we dont talk anything last time , i mean we do but rarely now we talk everything :) Whether it is bitching , jokes , or whatever shits we talk.

Hmm i am still thinking whether shud i go for the genting trip? I don't know i will follow my friends , anyway we are all link together xD Sorry jin chuen we will see how it goes d: Toodles , and goodnite :)

i was just despo at fifteen and you are nothing to me from now on :)

LiveForAnotherDay 105.

2009-02-20T07:37:00.000+08:00

Ok , i am really really bored and so i decided to blog :) Having a blog isn't that bad after all , pour all your suckish feeling here not that bad , right? This blog will be going on private and i don't think i invited anybody the last time it was in private besides William Tang , i don't know whether it will be private for a long time or not , but i won't be inviting anybody , i guess? Lol whatever let's move on and talk about school hmmm .

Urgh come on despearte housewife movee you son of a bi*ch -.- Oops sorry , emotional disorder lol? Hahaha so how's school today? Just like normal school day except that some drama happen with william , i don't really care actually , if he knows thats better , right? Oh well anything la , i shouldn't really care much since i already decided to chose this road right? Oh i guess i wont say anything extra . I love chemistry but only for today i will , or maybe i will enjoy chemistry until Pn.Lee leaves us? I don't know whether what i did today was right or not? Maybe i was a little bullying gabriel , or maybe i wasn't? I don't really know , maybe i really didn't ask william to throw the rubbish yesterday but what if lydia didnt even mention about the rubbish today? No one will hav anything , sigh anything la , i don't really carea bout all this small matters , we shall see how tomorrow goes like they say , live for another day , right? :)

Roflmao , i love sitting next to william , that retarded fella would laugh just when i say anything xD I don't know what the heck is wrong with him , all i know is once i talk something he would laugh like i speak a jakoon language , i bet if he read he is laughing right now -.- Lol maybe i love friends who laughs more :D

Omhygod , wtf?!?!?! shit la ! Stupid my connection just jump and now i am force to god damn load my fucking desperate housewife again ;( This is really rather pissing me off -.- Urgh , enuough of stupid making me angry la , whoever that is doing all this stupid shit ass stuff -.- Urgh there are like 1000 people out in the world and yea "you" decided to bully me? Whoever that is doing this -.- Sometimes i just sit and wonder whether i do hav true friends , hmmm...

*thunder sound* yaiks! Fuck now rain again -.- Arghhhh there comes the damn bullier i really got nothing to talk about here anymore , like seriously , i dont know waht to say since i hav to god damn reload my dh it doesnt matter whether i continue blogging or not! Fuck it -.- And yea i heard the librarian trip is open to normal students like us and they are heading to genting highland o.0 two face sincerity or maybe true sincerity? I dont know , we'll see how it goes , toodles .

Sometimes i just wonder ;

a)do i really love you?

b)is the world fair ,

c)and you are just being a whore for attention.

LiveForAnotherDay 104.

2009-02-19T09:06:00.000+08:00

Finally i reach home -.- so sucks la -.- They delayed my plane for 45 minutes T.T Boring much ): Oh well , anything la :) On the plane i was hoping how good would it be if i am on the plane with all my bitches&bastards :) The flight taht cost me 2 hours and 15 minutes would be much much shorter , we would start talking and talking and talking about lots and lots of stuff :) Just like today love those bitching sessions d:

Ngeh , my class just gets better and better and better , whoosh form 4 is the shittest year a person can ever hav , even though i havent go to form 5 , it wouldnt hurt to say that form 4 is like the worst year? Everything is excatly hentam-ing at you @.@ It's like everything! You don't really have much time of doing anything . I skipped lots of accounts , mod maths , and add maths class in school , i can really see me failing my mod maths already , as for my add maths i really dont know how izit , lucky ada tuition :) As for accounts , fail maybe not? But i dont know la , dont feel like talking anything that is regarding about school :(

Finally got ppl ask me for my signature in the interact (so loa) Lol d: I agreee that i am loa who say i wasnt at the first place :D LOLLL xD Orientation coming right up , frigthening to know that we are having our orientation same day as the kembara is having thiers o.o Ohmygod that means , zol D: Freaky , but anything , as long as we dont buat jahat-jahat , should be save , right d: Basically i am not really looking forward to the orientation , since all my kawan baik decided to ditch me for something else , ARGHH -.-

School's fine , everything is fine , i love to listen new things , like finally , i got friends again xD No i always have friends , what i mean , my not-so-close friends has became my kinda-close friends :) What can ppl in the same class do right? We talk la :D You know i really just wonder how two face can a human be at times? I mean it's alriht if you can bluff the person , izit really possible to lie to yourself? I don't know how can you go on hating a person then go on talking to him/her like he/she is your best pal , i can never do something like that , i feel so bad even when i talk to this person , whether it is a her or he i dont really care , i just cant do it.

I am really bored right now , stupid noob noob desperate housewife doesnt want to load -.- OHh well anyhting la , nothing to blog about , better go sleep la hmm , toodles :)

maybe im stupid , maybe im dumb , or maybe i really do love you , who cares , as long as im happy :)

Sarawak.

2009-02-15T04:23:00.000+08:00

Bye bitches and my bastards d: Lol i am leaving right now CHIOWWW ;)

happy valentine's day :)

2009-02-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY MY BITCH AND BASTARDS =D

AND HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO YOU , LOVE (:

LiveForAnotherDay 103

2009-02-14T08:59:00.000+08:00

OMG LIKE FINALLY -.- ANYWAY HERE IT GOES :D

My class monitor o.o

Lol angelica xD

Couzieee xD

elleh , camera shy d:

PN.CHIN SEK FUN :D

asst.class monitor LYDIA =)

Look at that face (:

sup leon xD

justin :D

FUYOH GABRIEL LOLLL

look look the ball HAHAHA xD

stalked o.o

take me take me -.-

righttt d:
macro (:
AMELIA SIAH TZE WEIII (:

XING YAO ;D

Amelia : eh take take.
me: gogo b4 teacher comes.
Amelia : dont want la!
xing yao : come i take with you.
amelia : okok.
*snaps*
*xingyao rans off*
LOLLL XD

I WAS TRYING MACRO ;D

sleep like babi :x

the study ones.

so are they d:

-.-

HAHAH FOONG TENG LOLL XD

oops sorry lydia x)

the bald/poser -.-

omg , see what i mean -.-

shy my ass LOLL XD

tengok tengok , pfft!

amelai : omg i look damn fat.

michelle : i look like lai lai (ibu mertua)

pfft!

booyahh!

my hair o.o

take take , LOLL xD

one decnet picture (:

mich-the-bitch :)

ma mates for 09/10 (:

take take , omng poser la -.-

finally punch him -.-

another babichelle LOL xD

gabriel , stoning o.o

look at every expresion of this PN.VIJAYA (:

macro la -.-

stalk , stalk!

urgh to dark ):

wooowww xD

OMG MICHELLE , LOOL XD

she is snatching the cam -.-

omg finally done -.- urgh god dammit , thats all , i better start packing my stuff since im elaving tomorrow , toodles :D

love you for giving the frist and best valentine celebration , lovee you <3333

LiveForAnotherDay 102.

2009-02-13T09:30:00.000+08:00

Bitch about some slut with Michelle Wong just now , cool enough , i viewed her pictures , so nigga ugly and so flirty , pfft ! Think she's a hero in fact she's a zero.

Not here to bitch any sluts like her d: Dont nid my attnetion la , so ugly fuckinngg ugly somemore :D Today school was fun :D:D:D Really super fun man! we were allowed to bring camera to school , weeeeeeeeeeeeee. And naughty kids like us , decided to play with them in class d: Roflamo xD Muakakaka took the 2 teachers that i fucking hate -.- Pn.Vijaya and Pn.Chin Sek Fun , so ohmygod , they literally pose for the camera LOLL xD

The pictures later la , now charging my camera la d: Bo battery de :( Candid's sure must got la LOLL xD

Pfft fucking suck la , it is god damn suppose to be tomorrow!!! Ohmygodddd -.- Bloody chris brown can really suck ass la -.- lol but what i found shocking was i read the newspaper it says , "rihanna was beaten and biten" *reads back* biten , ROFLMAO XDXD Wtf??!?!! Childish noob noob chris brown decided to BITE then doing other thing LOLL xD Wat the fuck is wrong with him laa! If he would just god damn show the message to rihanna save the trouble for us la , god dammitt!

Lalala , if i were a boy remix is kewl (: Omg , that is soooo random -.- I am practically bored of clcicking after clicking after clicking blogs just to read them , most of them not updated , just like me *grinss* LOLL i dont mean anyhting , i eman its liek im so bored clicking clicking clicking suddenly im so bored of it , lol xD

I am so glad we are not talking right now , oops sorry , that was so random -.- Sorry la , i really bored right now and in order to kipp this blog allive i am practically force to update it , acutally not really la i feel like updating it only , ANYWAY im so glad im flying to sarawak this saturday :D:D Skipping shit ass school again d:

Hahaha i practically found out that i kinda miss my old friends , Jan Yi , Huey Wern , Harpreet :/ I really miss them lots and lots and lots , i miss more of my old friends , but acutally not really , i miss 3 of them the most , we hav like a blastttt when we were in form 2 , didn't we? I am happy with my class , dont get me wrong mates LOLL xD At least i am not taht of a suffering x)

I guess it is enuf of blogging for me right now -.- I hav literally wrote crapsss , readers (say wei NO readers -.-) say wei , you hav just wasted your own time here , actually i really think why shud i even blog when no one is reading , guess this blog shall be close down when i feel like i want to , and btw , i am not like some shit ass shits that decided to create a blog just because everyone has it , i am not that lifeless shit :)

Some human's would relaly do anything just to get attention , anything meaning by ANYTHING! Urgh i so fucking hate that fat ass la -.- Come in gimme cock face and say i giv him cock face o.o Screw himslef la -.- Ok practically enuf of crapping here , refresh what i hav to blog *thinks**thinks* thats all toodles (:

OHHH IM NOT DONE :D loll xD Valentine day :D I am flying away so no valentine for me , maybe on it's eve , hmm cool enuf LOLL toodle babes (: HAPPY VALENTINE DAY DARLINGS :D

LiveForAnotherDay 101.

2009-02-10T17:14:00.001+08:00

*Clicks* , *clicks* , wtf -.- RIHANNA'S CONCERT POSTPONE OR CANCELLED?! Omg , omg *reads on* BLOODY FUCK YOU LA CHRIS BROWN -.-

Omg , i so cant believe my eyes man -.- Rihanna's concert postpone?! What the bloody fool and i was waiting for they day to come where i tot i woud loveeeeeeeeeeeeee rihanna once again -.- Damn it , all chris brown's fault , why did he even assault her for? This doesn't seem like just a normal fight -.-

Pfft , despo horny chris brown decided to hav sex with rihanna and rihanna decided she dont want to so chris brown bash her up? Maybe so -.- Ohh come on im just god damn joking -.- But for any reason i so hte chris brown right now! Wtf he's stopping us from wathcing her performance which i hav been yearning for years ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH! GOD DAMNN IT! piss , really piss right now! I feel like killing him , omg -.- I am so piss right now! Fuckerr la -.-

Looks like everthing is cancelleed , will update my blog some other time , to piss to update right now , toodles.

LiveForAnotherDay 100.

2009-01-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

Dead beat tired , urgh , just came back from Kah Hou's open house , sigh , lost , again ): Yesterday went to xing yao also lose , whatever la , chinese new year maa , ada kalah ada menang.

Pheww , finally i get to repair my com myself :D Woot im so god damn happy about it :) Reapir it today , but it isnt as beautiful as before , other then that , my songs they are all gone ): God damn it , i hav to buy the casing and stuff then only i see shud i redl my ares and songs or maybe i shouldnt , oh well we shall see how it goes xD

Woot , unbeliavable i manage to rape this com even though it raped me , pfft xD Lol xD Muahahah computer , dont mess with me :x Lol so lame la me -.- Okie moving on , actually i didnt want to post this 100 post , i would loveeeeee to pull this pomst till rihanna's concert which is next week :D But since i get to repair it , i nid to tell my readers (say wei you dont hav readers , tell yourself!) to tell myself that i manage to repair my com and i fix it :D

Lol rushing rushing , haha ruishing to watch my american idol :) Lol nid to faster make this post go get a shower and pack , oh shit pack! I am going back to my hometown , at first i was so so excited about going back , but now i found out that i wasnt that excited after all :/ I dont feel like going back right now , i wanna be with my famioly , i wanna go school to study , im so scared i would get left behind , William Or Foong Teng , you guys hav to tell me homeworks you know ;/ Sigh , kinda emo right now .

Lol but anyway make this short , i really got to go right now ameircan idol is starrting , damnn itt!! Hhaha , notjhing much to blog already la , got to go , Toodles x) Tell me whether any of you is going to rihanna's concert PLSSS BYEE =D