Monday, November 30, 2009 @
let history repeat itselfs , for all i care ;)
Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ It's gonna be alright , i hope ; xoxo.
Its to late to feel this way. I wasnt feeling much. Till this song came up , it reminds me of you , probably sometimes i reminds me of the world. Rawr.
Urgh , i feel bad right now , i'm not feeling great. I dont really know waht to say , i prefer spamming craps in my blog then to blog about my daily life here , i'll just blog about something that i tot that nids a reminder today. Well i will try to push my emo feelings aside , its to late to feel this way , im tired.
Went to TropicanaCity to watch new moon with chiasing , william and jia wei :) Met alot of people. Everyone is practically working there. As for artista , why dont they just call is SMKTAMANSEAISTA -.- the whole taman sea is working there i guess? Well most of it la , but yea. The movie was just okay , im not qualified to give a review on it , its just soso , and okayokay for me . Most of the time taylor lautner is half-naked thats all. Well i can imagine taylor swift watching the movie x)
Well that made me smile , at least it did. Well i dont know waht to type , i feel sad , down , rawr , urgh pelase dont make it happen.
Urgh , i feel bad right now , i'm not feeling great. I dont really know waht to say , i prefer spamming craps in my blog then to blog about my daily life here , i'll just blog about something that i tot that nids a reminder today. Well i will try to push my emo feelings aside , its to late to feel this way , im tired.
Went to TropicanaCity to watch new moon with chiasing , william and jia wei :) Met alot of people. Everyone is practically working there. As for artista , why dont they just call is SMKTAMANSEAISTA -.- the whole taman sea is working there i guess? Well most of it la , but yea. The movie was just okay , im not qualified to give a review on it , its just soso , and okayokay for me . Most of the time taylor lautner is half-naked thats all. Well i can imagine taylor swift watching the movie x)
Well that made me smile , at least it did. Well i dont know waht to type , i feel sad , down , rawr , urgh pelase dont make it happen.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ Please let me live for another day ; xoxo
Hmm , i told ChiaSing about what i was thinking about life after form 5. As in life after highschool. Well thinking of it makes me feel exciting and also kinda frreak out. Hmm , im afraid i cant see my friends anymore. I'm afraid that no more moments like sitting around gossiping. I'm afraid that , that , you see i dont even know what i'm afraid of the feeling is there to consume me.
Urgh , okaayokayy , before moving on , im not feeling emo right now , im just feeling insecure and no not those normal insecure where my friends are backstabbing about me and shits like that , but im feeling that something is gonna come true. Well lets get it straight , i feel like the story of 2012 is coming , i mean its the truth , 2012 isnt a bogus like that people said , its gonna happen the world is gonna end.
Well i'm feeling so , so , short , as in my life. I use to want the world to end , it was during those form 3 moments where i hate my life so much i want it to be short , i want it to end. But now i'm feeling taht i havent done much thing , 2012 cannot come so fast. Probably it isnt the true that it may come cause no warning was unleashed but what happen if it really does happen? Where am i gonna be when the world dies , who am i gonna be with? My friends ? My family? I still have money stuffs to do. Get someone i love , work , earn money , try clubbing and stuffs like that. When its 2012 , im only 19!!! I only just qualified to do stuffs like that ;/
I'm feeling scared. According to ppl , 2012 is where the asteroids will hit earth and boom tahts the end. and if im not wrong , in the bible also written about something fire eating the earth. Asteroids are burned stones due to friction on outer space , it gets on fire and thats where you see meteors and stuffs like that. Isit the truth? Now that i'm afraid. Lydia told me a story about noah's ark. God told him that the world will be destroyed by water , and there the flood really did happen. Did god told someone to save our precious life? Or did god just told someone to save the animals only , again. I'm afraid. I dont wanna die yet , its freaky, i dont wanna think so much.
Sigh , time proves everything , sorry guys , i just had to blurt it out but i found that no one really cares about what i say coz they think its hocus pocus , im afraid , to afraid. Bye.
Urgh , okaayokayy , before moving on , im not feeling emo right now , im just feeling insecure and no not those normal insecure where my friends are backstabbing about me and shits like that , but im feeling that something is gonna come true. Well lets get it straight , i feel like the story of 2012 is coming , i mean its the truth , 2012 isnt a bogus like that people said , its gonna happen the world is gonna end.
Well i'm feeling so , so , short , as in my life. I use to want the world to end , it was during those form 3 moments where i hate my life so much i want it to be short , i want it to end. But now i'm feeling taht i havent done much thing , 2012 cannot come so fast. Probably it isnt the true that it may come cause no warning was unleashed but what happen if it really does happen? Where am i gonna be when the world dies , who am i gonna be with? My friends ? My family? I still have money stuffs to do. Get someone i love , work , earn money , try clubbing and stuffs like that. When its 2012 , im only 19!!! I only just qualified to do stuffs like that ;/
I'm feeling scared. According to ppl , 2012 is where the asteroids will hit earth and boom tahts the end. and if im not wrong , in the bible also written about something fire eating the earth. Asteroids are burned stones due to friction on outer space , it gets on fire and thats where you see meteors and stuffs like that. Isit the truth? Now that i'm afraid. Lydia told me a story about noah's ark. God told him that the world will be destroyed by water , and there the flood really did happen. Did god told someone to save our precious life? Or did god just told someone to save the animals only , again. I'm afraid. I dont wanna die yet , its freaky, i dont wanna think so much.
Sigh , time proves everything , sorry guys , i just had to blurt it out but i found that no one really cares about what i say coz they think its hocus pocus , im afraid , to afraid. Bye.
@ Everything has a start ; xoxo.
Well as you can see i never used my "LiveForAnotherDay" title anymore. From now on i'll put some syok-sendiri quotes there to entertain myself d: LOL. But anyway , i'll put an xoxo at the back. Its like so cool , its like whether i love you or i hate you its diffrent. If i were to like you , hugs and kisses to you , but what about if i hate you? Well it would be like a very cari pasal kinda way, no? I guess im syoksendiri-ing again d: LOL mind me :)
How's holidays so far? Great,great, just great *breathes sarcastically* :D LOL! Well , holidays are, holidays la rite? I never get out since holidays started out , as in i never go out before , see how good i ma :) I'm such a good boy la kay. Lol no la , basically i turned down most of it :X hehe...Very sien de la sometimes go out , practically i nid to find transport something i'm not good at -.- Yawn. And the nearrest thing i can get is all practically lame and stupid. Ohkay i dont know waht did i just type , probably something stupid.
Whoosh , ask me about gossip girl xD Gossip girl is sooooo fun :D I find it relative , its like thats how high school shud be , or probably that is how my school is in. You're in or you're out , thats all. Well the only thing that makes SMK TAMAN SEA less of Constant Billard is that we dont have a gossip girl website :) Well , honestly if we even have one in our school its practically difficult to constantly update it. It's like most of us couldnt afford to send stuff to the website plus , they cna use thier phone anytime anyhwere. Well , schools are school , rules are rules , well probably we'll start one. But nah its something i am dreaming off only .
Well , well , probably im just hear to update my blog which i already did, hmm guess im done here , oh well. Bye loves, and thanks for reading my blog :) Toodles♥
How's holidays so far? Great,great, just great *breathes sarcastically* :D LOL! Well , holidays are, holidays la rite? I never get out since holidays started out , as in i never go out before , see how good i ma :) I'm such a good boy la kay. Lol no la , basically i turned down most of it :X hehe...Very sien de la sometimes go out , practically i nid to find transport something i'm not good at -.- Yawn. And the nearrest thing i can get is all practically lame and stupid. Ohkay i dont know waht did i just type , probably something stupid.
Whoosh , ask me about gossip girl xD Gossip girl is sooooo fun :D I find it relative , its like thats how high school shud be , or probably that is how my school is in. You're in or you're out , thats all. Well the only thing that makes SMK TAMAN SEA less of Constant Billard is that we dont have a gossip girl website :) Well , honestly if we even have one in our school its practically difficult to constantly update it. It's like most of us couldnt afford to send stuff to the website plus , they cna use thier phone anytime anyhwere. Well , schools are school , rules are rules , well probably we'll start one. But nah its something i am dreaming off only .
Well , well , probably im just hear to update my blog which i already did, hmm guess im done here , oh well. Bye loves, and thanks for reading my blog :) Toodles♥
Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ LiveForAnotherDay 225.
I found that i kiss you in my dream , but when i woke up , i know its just a dream.
Yawnnn , im done dreaming d: It gives me those feeling that i know i cna never hav , grrr. Practically i cheated on billions of people d: Every time i sleep i dream of someone , and its practically a diffrent people , i think i probably cheated on 7 people already , HAHA xD
When to fui swen's party yesterday , aweeesomeee :D Lol everyone got thrown in the pool , okay la mostly la , but deifnietly not me :D Thanks to xing yao's iphone , LOL! But at the end i took it , then yea the stupid guard came and shoo them out , so yea means imma not getting dunked too ^^ The rest of it was fun , well yea it is , we talk , we eat and many fun moments we hav. Well at least i went out and meet up with my friends :D Plus i never hang out with andrea and the gang , so yea im also happy i got to catch up with them after so longgg time :)
Finally i get the gossip girl :D So the suspense , i think i watch it till 3 in the morning -.- I slept till 11.45 only wake up. Roflmao , actualyl i dont mind :D Gossip girl is soo fun , dramatic , cool probably what high school is all about. Urgh how i hope i hav my own gossipgirl homepage , well i hav gossip teenagers anways ;) LOL! Gah practically im just feeling up my blog for my boringness.
Hmm , i knew this about menwhore longgg time ago , but i never know he is soo slutty. Steals people partners , steal people friends , start backstabbing&bitching ,ok ignore that , if i do that xD like i said , rampas people punya boyfriend and stuff like that , so slutty la. I remember we keep bithcing about how those peolpe are stealing peoples boyfirend/girlfriend and stuff like that , so slutty so despo , blah blah blah. I didnt know when you were gossiping about them , you practically are doing it too -.- Dont you feel anything? Well i keep saying people twoface , balh blah blah , but when i two face i tend to step back and look at myself , dont you ever do that? Yawn , well thats probably you :)
Ohkayyy , im done :D LOL! I think im here just to trash menwhore xD Alright , toodles.
i know your name , but i never takle your number , shitz.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @
gahhhh they're so hott , it turns me on , well yea , LOL XD
Monday, November 16, 2009 @ LiveForAnotherDay 224.
I'm dreaming to much this days , it must be those sleep that i keep having which is too long d: Grrr , it's raining , connection please dont be bitchy with me kay x(
Urghh , i'm cureently sick , flu+sorethroat , annoying. Well flu is the most annoying one , it kept blocking my nose and its like someone is taking my oxygen tank away :O LOL! But the throat , okay im nto gonna say anything just hope it faster goes away before wednesday -.- Why? FuiSwen's Bday Party maa :D Well , but i dont mind staying flu-ish , at least i dont hav to jump into the pool xDxD Hahaha , gosh i still dont know what to get her , urgh >.<
Okay back to the main point , im here to talk about my dreams :) Ohmygod , i love my dreams it must be because i keep sleeping everyday that makes me dream about over extraordianry dreams x) But they are all loveable , okay la i dont want them all to come through maybe just some of them , the part where , we did this , and then that , and then that , oh yea definietly that , and then that , then we fell in love , then our lips touch , and then this and then that , oh yea for sure that , okay enuf -.- Practically i want the whole dream -.- LOL! Yawn , but can they ever come true ? Nah i dont think so , unless you're talkin about those dreams where you can chase , this dreams , never -.- Well unless something happens la , godknows -.-
Hmmm , i wonder whats going on , someone that i hate , which i know hates me to , is trying to do something , probably he just saw my pm the other day d: LOL! okay fine , but imma tell him right now : If you wanna be my friend again , sure no problem , but lets see who's gonna start opening the mouth first la kay :) Or else , sorry byebye , please try again later :) Yawn , im practically typing rubbish for myself to read -.- Oh well. I guess nothing to type de , im just hear to brag about my dreams , those sexy loves♥
I'm about to go melting -.- Okay nevermind , imma go sing song :D Lol bye smexxy's people that reads my blog , or probably no one :O Roflmao. TOODLES!
